Poison

Chapter 40

Rihanna(RiRi/Riha)POV:

"I'm jealous"

I laugh, running my tongue over my top teeth. "What for girl?"

She pouts. "Your hair. You look so hot." She giggles. "Isn't it ironic how your hair is red for hot and you look hot?" I joint her, laughing. This girl is crazy.

"Thank you girl. I had to switch it up. I don't like having on the same hairstyle for too long."

"I wish I had your energy. I don't really care. As long as it's neat. You like my bestfriend. She's like so obsessed with changing it up. I don't know how many weaves and wigs she has. I don't even remember seeing her with her real hair. I think y'all would get along so well."

"You always talking about her, but I've never met her, why?"

She sips her milkshake. "She's not here at the moment, but she should be coming back in like the next month. That's what she told me. She must be done with what she was doing"

I nod. "So, what's going on with you and Aug?" I ask her. She stops what she's doing. I raise both my eyebrows. She shrug. "That's not an answer. I mean everyone sees it. Rizzy doesn't want to tell me nothing"

She sighs. "Nothing is going on. We just friends. Best Friends"

My left eyebrow went up. "Just like that? Y'all friends? That's a weird friendship"

She stops eating. "I like him."

I smile. "Did you tell him?" She nod and sighs. "Yeah, a long time ago. I'm just not in the right space of mind to bring in someone in my life. I kinda feel like it's selfish for him to suffer for what Drew did. I still haven't found myself and I need to love myself first before I can love some else. August also has a lot to fix himself. I hate his lifestyle, it's so dangerous and scary. I don't know if his going to come back tonight. Whenever he leaves and I hug him, I do it like it's the last time I'm going to see him. I feel like shitting myself whenever he walks out my door. I always have this thoughts. I pray for him a lot, but there's only so much I can do and I can't tell him to stop how he gets his money. I'm not his woman, his wife. I don't have a say"

I listened to everything she said to me. That's true. I'm always scared too. I sigh. "I'm always scared too, but I have faith in them all. Aaron has to always text me. If he doesn't text me five times or more a day, I start freaking out. It's just something we do, so I know his good and so I can tell my mother. Last year around this time, he didn't text me the whole day, he only did in the morning and early afternoons. That shit almost took my mom to the hospital. We've never been so scared. Rita, he listens to you and the way you communicate with him, it's scary. That nigga is stubborn, but you can get through him. Tell him how you feel about what he does."

She shakes her head. "There's only so much I can do. I just thank God Aaron and David are there and they do a damn good job. Sometimes it makes me feel guilty about how I'm so grateful that Aaron and David are there to protect him, because than there no one to protect them. Aaron is always with him the most. It just scared me. Believe it or not, I pray for them more than I pray for myself"

I frowned. This girl keeps shocking me. She's so young, but overprotective of August. Not even Crystal was like this, even Chantelle. I mean Chantelle cared about him, you could see, but I'm starting to think it's more than like. This girl loves August. "You so overprotective of him. Chantelle and Crystal weren't like this. Does he really know how you really feel?"

She took a deep breath. "Yeah. I told him how I feel." I sigh. "How you really feel Rita. Anyone can see that you love him." Her eyes widen at what I just said. She looked everywhere, but me. "Don't worry. I won't tell him, or anyone. It's not my place to tell, I'm just saying, tell him how you really feel"

"Enough about me. How are you and Chris?"

I grinned. Ok y'all are behind. Chris and I started dating two months ago. Everything has been greate and perfect. Rizzy isn't giving such a hard time. His cool, he says I'm grown and his gotta let me make my own choices and mistakes. He says Chris is going to hurt me eventually, so his just waiting to shoot him.

"Great! His so sweet. Yesterday he took me to see his mama"

"She likes you?"

I nod. "Yes, thank God. I was so nervous, but she's so sweet. She said I should call her mama. His cousin and nephew was there and his siblings. They such sweet people"

"That's good. When I met my ex mama she ain't like me one bit. That kinder scares me, because even August mama doesn't like me. Part of the reason why I don't want to get with him. I just didn't tell him that part. I just don't want that kind of negativity right now. She's going to be giving me a hard time and stuff."

I nod. "But she's a very nice lady"

"Of course she is to you. You should have seen the look she gave me, it was as if she was looking down on my or I disgusted her or something. I don't know. It just wasn't a nice look"

"One day she'll like you, when she gets to know the real you. Let's leave the sad things alone."

"How's the sex? I know y'all like talking about new sex"

My eyes widen. I put my juice down. "Girl that nigga's dick is huge!" I said out loud. People around us look at us. I shrug and continue talking. "I mean I've seen ducks, but that's a monster and girl he knows how to work it. We forever having sex. That nigga is enjoying this tight, tight. You and Aug ever had sex?"

He eyes widen. "Um no. He wishes"

I laughed. "Right. That's why y'all weren't talking. Them skinny niggas got big cocks. Give him a chance, he'll rock your world"

"I'm sure" she mumbles.

"I see you. You a Virgin!?" I ask her. People look at us again. Rita apologizes with flashed cheeks. "Why are you yelling? I swear I'mma get up outta here."

"Damn girl. Ight, Chris wants to take me or a week holiday, but some shit is happening at the trap. Do you have any idea? Does Aug maybe slip?"

She sucks her teeth. "Aha! Where? That nigga shuts me down like a kid asking for too much candy. I don't even bring up the world trap no more, or drugs, guns etcetera"

"Let's go chill somewhere else. I'm kinda tired and I forgot to tell you. I found a spot for my shop"

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