Beginnings NewtXReader

You can't give up, I won't let you

Y/N POV

It been a few hours since...Winston, everyone has been very quite even Minho and he never shuts up like ever. We are getting closer to the mountains now we don't have much further to go, two days maybe. 

"Here this will work for camp. Frypan can you start a fire?" Thomas said and Frypan nodded.

We are staying in what little remains are left of a building, were all sitting around the fire staying warm, the nights out here in the scorch are so cold.

We are sitting in silence when Frypan starts talking "I never thought I'd say it...I miss the Glade" He said solemnly with tears streaming down his cheeks. "I know Fry I miss it too" I told him and Newt wrapped and arm around my shoulder to comfort me. 

"I though we were supposed to be Immune?" Minho said.

"Not all of us..I guess" Teresa said shrugging.

"If Winston could get infected we should assume so could the rest of us" Newt said staring blankly at the fire blazing in front of us.

"I hate W.I.C.K.E.D" Aris said.

"I think we should go back, back to W.I.C.K.E.D" Teresa suggested. Is she crazy!

"NO!" We all yelled at the same time at her. The Betrayer, I think i'm starting to put it together.

"But they won't hurt us" She said while rubbing he back of her neck.

"Won't hurt us huh, or did you just forget how they threw us into a giant maze with grievers that killed us, teenagers, kids! Are you Jacked!" I snapped.

"They put us in there for a good reason"

"And what reason would that be?" Newt said from next to me.

"To find a cure" She said standing up. I stood up to and walked over to her.

"FUCK THERE CURE!" I yelled at her. "Y/N calm down" Minho said standing next to me, Newt too.

"y/n W.I.C.K.E.D I don't think is all bad, there intentions are good" Teresa said, what bullshit. "Teresa you don't know that" Thomas said to her she just kept talking and I was getting pissed. I felt my hand burning and then I saw the black veins and I felt it, the stupid Pandorica Serum I haven't had an outburst with it in a while

"Well Who's Side are you on then huh?" I questioned. "W.I.C.K.E.D's?! OURS?"

"I'm on whatever side Thomas is on" She said I felt my blood boiling in me, my eyes bloodshot.

"That Is Only Because You Love Him." I told her and she looked hurt and shocked, because I was right. Thomas looked pretty shocked by my words. Newt grabbed my hand and tried to signal me to stop. "Newt Stop" I told him sternly. 

"no y/n that is not why, W.I.C.K.E.D needs him" She told me. "THOMAS IS ALSO THE REASON WE ARE ALL STUCK OUT HERE!" She yelled.

"Oh so are you going to Betray us then?" Thomas said he looked pretty pissed too.

"NO" she yelled, "All the people we've lost the--ALL THE PEOPLE WE LOST THEY DIED TRYING TO SAVE US FROM THE MAZE, AND W.I.C.K.E.D!" I screamed at her my voice not right, raspy and deep, she looked scared of me.