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SO. Here's the story kids. Sit down in your nice little beds with your nice little blankets and start reading at 2 am. You settled in yet?...Yes? Ok good because I'm doing a rant.

FIRST off: I know I said in the last chapter that a REAL chapter was gonna come out, but obviously it's not out yet...because here we are. I had to post this as soon as possible, that's why it came first. SORRY! It's coming, I promise. I know y'all are probably annoyed with me sorry...:-:

SECOND:I know I already made this kinda rant in the last chapter, but this one is MUCH more broken hearted, I promise you.

THIRD(last):GET READY FOR EXTREME RAGE,HEARTACHE,AND ADAM DRIVER FEELS=fangirl emotions 

Here we go.

SO.I have disney plus, I'm not flexing so don't think I am. I don't even know if it's a flex? Either way, I like cartoons so there you go. As soon as The Rise of Skywalker came out I went on my phone and watched that hoe. I already knew what was gonna happen to Ben towards the end, but my heart still wasn't ready...(never will be). I'm not joking with you guys when I tell you that I literally made a small shrine/grave for him. I'll post the picture tomorrow. Prior to the movie, I ate a egg and cheese taco and when I was done, I made the aluminum foil into a heart and planned to rip it in half when he...*chokes on a sob* died... Anyways, the time had come and I plopped onto my bed and began to watch. I got interrupted 4 TIMES. pissed me off...:< Ok. Now for the juicy stuff...

"...knowing what I have to do, but I don't know if I have the strength to do it..."

"You do."

"...Dad."

"heh... I know."

I'm just. Dead. Like. I'm gonna commit arson on my body. My personal life and my experience with my biological dad just made that scene even more intense. For all the people who know that scene, leave a comment with the crying emoji attached. I just. Can't. I can't. Cannot. For the people who are sticking through my rant and my heartache and actually reading this, I applaud you. But we still got more. Obviously I cried instantly yadayada. Let's get to the romantic  stuff shall we? The fact that he was so intent on snatching her ass had me wishing I was Rey. I would've taken his hand lmao. Jk....? I have a question for y'all: Kylo or Ben? (name wise) Just curious. I lowkey like Kylo more, but Ben is my boi. Maybe instead of Kylo Ren it's Kylo Ben? ;) That's probably been said before but I just had to. I think my favorite part in the movie was when he didn't have his light-saber and when Rey 'gave' him one, he did that hot little gesture you guys know what I'm talking about: 

 I think my favorite part in the movie was when he didn't have his light-saber and when Rey 'gave' him one, he did that hot little gesture you guys know what I'm talking about: 

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AHHH I'm in love ;-; sorry I sound like I'm 12 again, but god damn that hair. Anyways, OF COURSE right after he was a cool and hot and even sexier than ever he HAD to save Rey's ass after she died. He should've just left herrrrrr ;-; (i don't mean that Rey is bae) but MY BOIIIIIIII!!! AND THE FACT THAT LEIA DIED, which...was expected. She was a great actress and played a great part in movie history. Hell, she MADE movie history. We love you Carrie <3 

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