Losing Control

Chapter 25: Goodbye Gift

Previously....

He wasn't sure what was happening or if he wanted it to happen. But he knew there was no way he was going to be the one to stop it.

Jason was frozen as he watched Felix unbutton is shirt. It immediately turned him on within seconds thinking about where this was going.

He shivered every time he felt Felix's hand graze his chest. His hand was cold as it explored his body.

This wasn't the first time that Jason had participated in sexual activity. In fact he'd done it many times, but he's only done it with women. he never knew he found men to be attractive until he started seeing Felix differently.

In fact, he didn't believe he was gay. The only guy he's ever found attractive was Felix. He was the only one. He was gay for him only.

his mind immediately snapped back to what was happening in front of him. After Felix had unbuttoned his shirt he started on his own. Jason didn't think Felix would want anything like this so early into their relationship.

"Felix," he finally said looking down on the boy who was unbuttoning his shirt. He held his hand pausing him for a second as he looked back up at him. "What are you doing?" Jason said.

Felix took his hand out of Jason's and placed his on top. "Don't worry. I'll look after you." He said. He had a small smile on his face. and Jason immediately became harder just looking at his face.

he's never seen Felix so sultry before and it was an amazing sight. Almost blinding. His honey brown hair was sprawled all over his face as he struggled to undress them. but he made it work.

After he finished taking off his shirt. He paused a bit looking down at himself. Jason noticed that he was feeling insecure and immediately wrapped his arms around the smaller boy's waist. Moving it up and down. He learned down and whispered into Felix's ear.

"You're beautiful." He said feeling all around the little boy.

He reached the front of his chest tickling the two mounds on top of them. he observed them. noticing them protruding out of his chest in a light pink colour. It truly was a beautiful sight.

He rubbed his fingers over them, and Felix couldn't stop when a sultry moan escaped his mouth. After the boys were both undressed Felix went over the shower and turned it on. He wanted to try something new.

Not like he's ever done anything before but after doing some research with Rebecca at her house he found out many ways to comfort a lover. His heart couldn't stop beating he was nervous and scared that he'd mess up.

His cheeks were already as red as they could get and thinking of the embarrassment, he may experience.

Going back to Jason, Felix grabbed his hand. Lightly dragging him towards the shower. The water was warm, and both of the boys were now stark naked.

They just stared into each other's eyes the water trickling down their faces. Felix placed his hand on Jason's chest his head down. He did want Jason to see him.

He felt slutty.

Jason lifted Felix's head despite the struggle. The thoughts and memories of what happened that day faded away she stared into his eyes. There was something about Felix that made it, so he was irresistible to deny.

"I don't want you doing anything you don't want to." He said.

He sensed the hesitation and thought he should tell Felix to stop. He definitely didn't want Felix to carry on if he didn't want to. Felix shook his head "Let me do this for you. Please." He said.

His hands roamed over Jason's body as he went further and further down his boy.

He eventually reaches the base of his shaft and he kneeled down in order to become level within it. upon touching the length Jason hissed. he was already as hard as a rock and could no longer stop himself. Felix started pumping his hand up and down. He was concentrated his eyes moving from the rod in his hands to Jason's face to see if he was enjoying it.

And he was.

Jason was letting out grunt after grunt with every little touch that Felix gave him. He'd done this sort of thing before but doing it with Felix was different everything was more intense and meant way more.

Felix decided to amp it up and opened his mouth taking in the tip. Jason couldn't help but moan as he stared down at Felix after realising what he did.

Felix's mouth was on the tip of his dick his tongue swishing back and forth caressing the army of nerves that lay there. This was too much for Jason. He needed more. His hands snapped onto the back of Felix's head pulling his mouth off of his dick. He stared into his eyes for a second before shoving his head back into shaft.

It was deep and rough.

And Felix couldn't breathe.

He was thinking of going slow, but Jason did not have the same idea. He gagged on it desperately waiting for Jason to pull his head out a bit. After a while Jason did just that.

Felix was a panting mess looking back up at him. The water washed away the trickle of precum which once laid on his mouth.

He was speechless. In all ways.

He didn't get to think before he was shoved back into Jason's dick. Jason saw how Felix was struggling but he liked the look on him. his hair soaking wet and his mouth wet with his juices. If he saw this every day, he'd die.

He couldn't help but need more and more. He also noticed how eventually Felix was getting better. Licking his tongue around all of Jason's shaft. It wasn't long before Jason didn't need to do anything, and Felix took control. His head was bobbing up and down as his eyes were trained on Jason's eyes.

The air became thick with the sexual tension however they both knew that it wouldn't go as far as this.

For now.

After a few seconds Jason climaxed and came into Felix's mouth. Felix removed his lips and swallowed every drop of cum still staring into Jason's eyes. Jason bent down and came to his level before kissing Felix.

That night they stayed in the bath falling asleep as water trickle down on them. It was passionate and slow. Like an apology.

For what was about to happen.

// felt like a perv while writing this I haven't had my brightness down for so long in years. //