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Boi I haven't drawn in like a week and yesterday I decided well why the fuck not ima draw Jeff the killer so I did and.....it's sHiT but it's better than what I had expected but I'm asking don't y'all just hate it when you draw something you have it all PLANNED OUT AND I VISUALIZED AND EVERYTHING IN YOUR BRAIN you draw it and hope it turns out like that and then it turns out lookin like a damn potato yea that's me when I go into my artistic(drawing) life (as in when I draw) they all turn out lookin like a damn potato and it's so AGGRAVATING AND HEART CRUSHING BECAUSE IT HAPPENS EVERY TIME!!!! And what's even more sad....ive always been an artistic and creative child when I was younger I loved coloring and even tho I didn't draw much I don't think I still liked to but back then they really were shit I'm actually gonna try and find drawings that are from WAYYYYYYYYY back I mean like 1st grade and kindergarten years which was about 4 and 5 years ago idk but it was a while ago.....I actually have one of the drawings from back then on my fridge and it also has my handwriting.....I couldn't write or spell worth a shit I can't even understand one part of it and I've been trying to figure out what that 1 word is for like 3 months but yea thank lord my drawing has at least improved somewhat from what it was back then but now I don't really like coloring I just draw but I never color anymore (used to when we went to the store I would have to have a coloring book every time we went there oof.....I NEVER color anymore unless I'm filling it in with the pencil or I'm forced to) but yea here it is

And yea I realize the problem with the fingers yesterday I was like 'ok I'm gonna make it look like he is holding the knife in between 2 fingers' and I tried but it just didn't work

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And yea I realize the problem with the fingers yesterday I was like 'ok I'm gonna make it look like he is holding the knife in between 2 fingers' and I tried but it just didn't work...the placement of the knife just was horrible the way I drew it could have been WAY better my main problem with this drawing is specifically the knife and the hand (well, also the hair) because it just didn't WORK and I didn't feel like fixing it and I know if I try now I will probably end up with a deformed French fry hand and know this it isn't even the first time I've drawn fingers and hands the actual first time I did it turned out great despite....the very strange choice of making 2 floating fingers hold a cigarette but THOSE WERE AMAZING SINCE I DONT THINK I HAD EVER REALLY DRAWN FINGERS VERY WELL!!!!

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