I forgot that i am a Villainess

Chapter 28

Celestia POV

I....i don't know what to feel

he...

he just kissed me

i felt all the blood rushed to my head

i felt dizzy for some reason

it's...it's actually my first kiss

i didn't expect that my first kiss would be taken in this way and with Kaizer

Kaizer that is always obident at my side

Kaizer that didn't even care about other girls

Kaizer that always protects me and the one who cried together with me in all of my sadness and problems

Kaizer...the one i left...

the one who cried to me... begging  me for not going away

my heart hurts

so he did that to me not just because he is my friend

but because he...he liked me

my heart thump louder and faster

this feeling

i felt my energy left my body

my legs became jelly and i felt my body falling

i closed my eyes out of dizziness and confusion

i dont know what to say

what to think

this...

this revelation is too sudden for me

and yet i can't think of dumping him

why is that?

is it because he is so important to me?

is it because i dont want to hurt him because i already know the feeling of being left away?

or is it because i didn't know that i already liked him it's just that i focused on my trainings and problems that i forgot about how i feel with others

before my body could slump on the ground
he encircled his arms around my waist

after that

i felt my body being carried in a bride style

i opened my eyes and i saw him

his tears falling while smiling

is that what they call tears of joy?

maybe?

i want to laugh at him and yet i can't find my laugh

instead his smiles that i always see,

his eyes like sunshine that i always ignore

suddenly came in to my mind

my stomach flutters

it's ...it's embarassing i know he is handsome from the start and yet why...why he looked so...so much handsome in up close?

or it's just that i ignored his appeal when we are together because my mind is in some other things?

his orange eyes looks like a fire at night

passionate, quiet and gentle

i felt my eyes glows

then Kaizer expression became shocked

my brows knitted together

what? do i look weird?