Bound To The Alphas (Under Editing)

Chapter 19

Lavinia's P.O.V.

I can't help but admire the sun as it slowly set in the horizon. It is a beautiful sight, a view that can surely take your breath away. The golden rays of sunshine are reflecting on the clouds, giving the sky a beautiful orange hue. Nakaupo ako ngayon sa isang malaking bato malapit sa bangin. It was not that far from Pyro's pack house. Our conversation a while ago drained me that I needed a space to meditate, connect with nature and rethink my life choices.

Noong nasa Rouen pa ako, kung tatanungin mo ako kung nakikita ko ba ang sarili ko na nakatira sa isang tahanan na may kasamang lalaki na siyang magiging ama ng mga anak ko ay isang diretsong hindi ang isasagot ko sayo. Hindi ako yung tipo ng babae na nakikita ang sarili sa isang pamilya. I prefer to be alone. That's more easier than to have someone who's constantly bugging you, seeking your attention. That's simply irritating.

Subalit ngayon heto ako, nasa iisang bubong kasama ang dalawang lalaking nakilala ko wala pang dalawang linggo ang nakakalipas. It's weird to have them in one roof but at the same time I cannot imagine myself being away from them. Wala sa loob na pinaraanan ko ng haplos ang markang nasa leeg ko. Hindi ko maiwasang kwestyunin ang nararamdaman kong pagkasabik sa presensiya ng dalawa. Was it because of their mark? Is it the bond who's talking? Or I'm just using the bond as an excuse to deny my real feelings towards them? See my struggle?

The place around me is giving off a pure peaceful vibe but I on the other hand felt nothing but pure chaos inside. The pressure of being mated to two handsome Alphas starting to weigh me down from the inside. Now that Rylan is safe, my whole attention is fully focus on what kind of mess did I put myself into. What now? That's the big question that I seem cannot find an answer to.

"Ang lalim yata ng iniisip mo." Napalingon ako sa tinig na iyon ni Greyson na bumasag sa katahimikan ng paligid.

Isang matamlay na ngiti ang gumuhit sa labi ko ng magtama ang mga mata namin. The ray of sunshine is reflecting on his chocolate brown eyes, giving it some warm captivating vibes that capture any woman's attention.

"Not really." Sagot ko saka bahagyang umurong sa gilid ng bato upang paupuin si Greyson sa tabi ko. He close our distance and sit beside me. "I just have a lot on my mind right now." I confide.

Sumandal ako sa dibdib nito at saka ninamnam ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng simpleng pagkakadikit ng dibdib namin. If Pyro has this possessive attitude, Greyson has this comforting one. Whenever I feel scared or worried, his presence never fails to calm me. I love both of them and I can't really tell if that is a good or a bad thing.

"Overthinking won't really solve any of our issues right now. It will only create problems that don't really exist." Wika nito na nagpangiti sa akin.

Maybe he is right, maybe I'm just really overthinking everything. Maybe what I need to do is let the things go and see what would be the result? I'm scared of what will people think of me, whoring with two handsome Alphas. I don't think Greyson and Pyro give a fuck about what will other people say though. They even try to set aside their feud just to help me.

I take a deep breath to allow the fresh air to enter my lungs and remove those unnecessary thoughts that I shouldn't be thinking. "Well to be honest, I just can't believe how you two hold deep grudges towards each other and then suddenly you guys are willing to set it aside for my sake." I mean, they could fight for my attention right? But no, they didn't. They both accepted the fact that they are bound to share the same mate.

Greyson turns to look at the sky. Admiring the natural beauty of nature that I myself can't seem to get enough of. "Well, fighting didn't really cross my mind that time. Your life is in danger, I wanted to ensure your safety. I guess Pyro has the same reason." Sagot nito. "Also our wolves has big influence in our decision and emotions. When I first learned that Pyro is also your mate, I never felt jealous or hatred towards him. I am confuse yes, but I was never angry." Paliwanag niya na nagpatango sa akin.