MY SECRET ADMIRER | tk ✔

chapter 03

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Jungkook quickly closed the diary staring at wall "did I read right?" he asked to himself, doubtfully.

as he again open the diary and read it again---

" shit! it's my name!" he yelled out in pure disbelief

'last time I checked I was the only one whose name is jungkook in this whole bangtan school' jungkook thought as his eyes again get widened like they will fall out any second---

" HOLY MOTHER JESUS! IT'S ABOUT ME!" he screamed--- falling down on floor with a loud tud sound

"ouch" he rubbed his back "my ass--" he cried out of pain cursing himself in mind---

as he claim to bed again "okay get your shit together jungkook it's just a diary----" he paused "----about you" he gulps anxiously.

with taking a deep breath he start reading diary---

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Dear jungkookie,

okay this is way weirder than I had thought, how people can write a whole diary, I'm having difficulties to fullfill a page---

It's maybe because I'm not used to write my feelings down? now you will wonder , then why am I even writing diary at first place right?---

well for your information I'm writing it for you--- for express my feelings to you here in pages because in real life I don't have courage to face you----

it's not easy for a introvert nerdy guy to approach one of school's heartthrob you know....

so what I was saying is , I have huge crush on you, I big one, I don't know, maybe it's more than just a crush if I being honest...

because I still remember when I first time saw you, you were new student a very good looking and handsome student you become popular in one day----

almost whole school wants to be friends with you

they were gawking over you... maybe I were one of them too lol....

but I never had guts to talk to you and you being my junior is another thing, you know the typical ideology

' a senior can't approach a junior'

I never could understand this---

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"Junior ? But I'm in my last year though" jungkook frowned confusingly as he start reading again---

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besides you are popular and I'm nothing but a nerd boy who craving for your attention

after one year I still didn't had any conversation with you , even my classmates talked to you but me ? I'm such a coward oh lord it's so annoying being an introvert person----

I know I never will be able to talk to you directly like others, no wonder why people calls me weirdo and don't like to be my friend----

you can say I'm a lonely some.

so the thing is, my hyung suggest me to write diary if I feel lonely----

then my mind said why not make you my diary? I know right I'm smart lol, so from now I'll write about my day it will feel like I am talking to you, it's feels something like

' one toss, two shots'

okay so that's all for today, by the way don't expect me to write everyday because I have alots of studies to do too----

okay so see you later, goodnight jungkookie.

your admirer

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" Wow he is weird indeed---" jungkook chuckled lightly "---but in a nice way"

jungkook never in life ever think someone can actually admire him this much---- somehow it really makes him feels special

after reading this, his heart was swelling with pure amusement and happiness---

" so he is a boy ---- a nerdy one" he murmured out with a smile as he skipped over next page----

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Another short chapter :)