Steven x reader (Steven Universe)

Something's not right...

Y/n's POV

I open my eyes. It was blindingly bright in the room. Something felt...wrong. I was still in Steven's room but he wasn't next to me anymore. When I sit up in the bed, my view starts spinning. What time is it? There's no clock in the room. Even the bed didn't feel right. What is happening? I change into some comfortable clothes unlike those from yesterday that were nowsweaty. The outside seemed to be quiet as well. I decide to not question it anymore and just head downstairs to see if anyone is home. As soon as I opened the door, a sound of food sizzling filled the house out of nowhere. I see Steven in the kitchen cooking something while humming. It doesn't smell like anything."Good morning Y/n~" he says without looking at me. How did he hear me? I greet him back and go sit down on the couch. He quickly finishes up and brings me what looks like eggs and bacon. I thank him for the food as he sits down next to me. Wait a minute... I look back at him once again and he gives me a warm smile. His eyes weren't pink anymore. I ask him about it but he tells me not to worry. I was getting more and more confused by the second. He kept looking at me while smiling and it made me really uncomfortable. I just ignore it and bite into the food. What the?! I spit it out immediately. It was so tasteless, that it made it taste disgusting."Oh my Y/n, why must you always be so clumsy?" he picks up the food off of the ground and holds it. I cannot ignore this any longer."Steven, what the hell is happening here? Why are you acting so-" before I could finish the sentence, Steven kisses me passionately. He had the spit out food in his mouth. With his tongue, he tried to move that piece over to me. I quickly bit his tongue, making him back away. I did the same of course. This wasn't the Steven I knew anymore. Where am I? And why do I feel so...dizzy?

I look back at Steven. He was covering his mouth with his hand. When he removed it, there was a bit of blood on his lip. He started laughing which scared me even more. I backed away further but he quickly grabbed my hand. His eyes were definitely pink now. He pulled me closer and closer to him as I tried my best to escape his grasp but my head was just spinning. There was no point in even trying, he was way too strong. My heart was beating like crazy when he was literally on top of me, holding my hands above my head tightly. I was shaking my head to the sides so I wouldn't make eye contact. Steven then grabbed my chin, his other hand was still holding my hands, only more tightly now. He forced me to look at him. Why was he smiling? He just movedhis face closer and closer to mine before quickly bitting my neck, making me close my eyes as much as I could while tears were forming in them. I still felt the pain from the bite until he licked it and it disappeared."S-stop...why are you doing this?" I say to him painfully, on the verge of crying. He just chuckled once again, continuing to mess with me. I felt so disgusting. My heart felt like it was going to pop out of my chest."Oh Y/n, you're so cute when you try to pretend that you hate this, when you actually enjoy this so much~" his voice now had an echo to it. My breathing was fast. That's not true..."No, no, no, no! I hate this so much... Let me GO!!!" as I scream the last part, everything around me shatters. The sound was like multiple windows broke at the same time. I covered my ears because of how much that hurt and started falling into darkness. Tears were falling down my face as my mind was screaming. Somebody...help me... It's cold. I felt like I was losing myself. Then suddenly, I hear a voice I don't recognize echo quietly inside of my head. It was loud but quiet at the same time."Calm down sweetheart, everything is alright...You need to wake up...If you want answers, come and find me..." It said and I woke up in an instant.

Gasping for air I sat up, remembering everything clearly. I was shivering and had cold sweat running down my forehead. Steven was still asleep. It was early morning. I look at the time. 5:13am. I could actually hear sounds now. The ocean was peaceful as always. I sigh and lie back down once again, only to turn to Steven and remember that nightmare. He wouldn't actually do that do me...right?  His breathing was slow and calm. I played with his hair lightly, making sure to not wake him up. It was quite fluffy. What is happening with me... I get out of bed but soon get pulled back to it. It was Steven but only awake now. Our faces were really close to one another. I blush incredibly as he looked straight into my eyes, already being wide-awake. His eyes were still pink unlike that dream. My mouth was open but I didn't say anything. Was he awake all this time? I blush even more just at the thought of that."What are you doing?" he said blankly. I was still shocked and didn't know what to say. All I could think of was what happened in my dream. After a few seconds I answer."J-just getting ready f-for the day. Is s-something the matter?" I couldn't help but stutter when I spoke."Oh okay. You're free to go then" he says and let's go of my hand, turning his back on me once again. I was confused but continued to do my thing. Garnet said they won't be back for a while so I need to find something to do in the meanwhile. I dress up and head downstairs to eat whatever I can find. The cold air hit my face and feet as I open the fridge. I stay there for a bit until Steven speaks up."Don't just stand there, the food is gonna go bad" he chuckles as I freak out and quickly close the fridge."Sorry..." "I-it's fine" he says turning away. Did he just stutter? Why did I find that cute!? I take a deep breath and finally make something to eat. Seriously, what is with me today??