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-Jade-

I wrap my arms around Calum's neck and I bury my head into his chest. I inhale his scent.

I let out a big breath.

"Okay, small steps." He says. He lightly kisses the top of my head and I look up to him and smile.

I've always had trouble with relationships. I always end up getting cheated on or ignored, so to stop that from happening again, I built a wall.

A wall, so I could protect myself, and maybe the other person. I trust Calum, I just need to spend more time with him so I can figure out if I want this or not.

It's scaring me because Calum is breaking and getting through my walls, and the even scarier thing is... That I'm not stopping him from doing so.

I really do think that Calum might be different to all the other jerks I've dated, I just can't take a risk.

"C'mon inside love birds!!" We both turn around and we see Joe standing there, ushering us to come in.

We both look at each other and smile before walking back inside.

Am I walking slow... Or is this balcony huge?

I finally get to the door and Zoe, Niomi and Tanya come straight up to me. They giggle and link arms with me.

"Soooo.... What did he say to youuu?" Niomi teases. I look to my left and meet her eyes, she laughs and we all plop down onto the couch in a corner.

"It looked interesting... First you were talking, then hugging, then you looked frustrated, then the next minute you're both snuggled into each other," Tanya says. I look over to where Calum is and I see him standing with Joe and Caspar. I smile at him and he catches my eye and winks back.

"AWWWWW!!!" The girls shriek.

"That was cute!!" Zoe says. I blush and sink into the couch.

I straighten up and I begin to tell my girls about my potential bæ.

"Well, I asked him to come inside and he came up to me and hugged me from behind. We then walked over towards the edge and we admired the view... But I think he was looking at me instead!" I start. The girls start giggling and I roll my eyes at them.

They all lean in closer.

"He then randomly asked me to be his girlfriend-"

"- OMG JALUM IS REAL! AWWW!" They all laugh with each other and I shake my head playfully at them.

"Anyways... I said no-"

"-Woman are you crazy?!" Niomi whisper/shouts.

"-I will make it my mission to get Jalum together," Zoe says. They laugh and they usher me to continue. So I do.

"I said no because I only just met the boy in real life, and I don't know if I can't trust him to be honest." I start playing with my fingers. " We decided on small steps for now, and maybe Jalum will sail when we both go back to Australia." I end my story.

"So you two plan to spend more time together when you both go back home?" Tanya asks.

"Yeah, I need to find out if the realationship may lead to more because relationships go two ways. One, it will end.. Or two, you'll get married and spend your life together," I say.

"True," Tanya says.

"And... I don't mind getting old with Calum. I mean... Look at him," the girls and I all stare at Calum and I continue talking.

"He's hot, he has nice lips, he can be silly when he wants too, he's hot, he's romantic, he's not shy, and he's hot," I say.

The girls nod in agreement then they start laughing.

"What?" I ask them, laughing a little.

"You said he's hot, about... Oh I don't know, three times." Zoe says. They continue laughing and I realise that I have.

"Wait! Girls! Shutup he's coming over here!!" I whisper. We all lean back in the couch and put our right leg over our left knee.

"You girls talking about me?"