You | 05:31PM
Matty. I'm in the square where we talked after the march for climate change and I'm thinking about you. There's a thousand of things I want to say to you. I had the abortion, but I'm sure you already know. Sorry for not telling you. Sorry for disappearing. Sorry for hurting you. If you had been there with me, I don't think I would have had the strength to do it. I would have kept it, but I would have done it for you. And in that moment, I had to think beyond me and you. I have nothing good to offer a child, but I'm sure one day you'll be an amazing dad. I'm not trying to justify it because I have no excuse. I get it if you never want to talk to me again. I once asked you to remember me forever, but I wish you could just erase me now. Maybe, somewhere, in a less miserable universe, we're together for all eternity. For what it's worth, I love you.
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A proper update will be up in a few hours, just wanted to give this its own space + listen to this cover to hurt yourself cause if you're here I know you love the pain
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Fanfiction«Tenderness is forbidden with you. Sometimes I feel like your only desire is to be shattered» Language EN March 13 2020 - June 15 2020
