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Now showing private messages between ChokingIsMyKink and Kryoz

ChokingIsMyKink: i can't believe you really didn't invite him

Kryoz: i told you i wasn't going to, no matter what kind of mind games you tried to pull. it's time for us to heal, Craig, and that doesn't just mean you and brian, it means it's time for all of us to move past the shit we did in the past and move on. i'm not going to pry into anyone's business or force them to tell me shit they don't want to tell me, or at least i'm trying, because that's how i'm going to heal. tyler had a problem with that when we were together and ultimately, it was probably one of the factors that made me lose him, and it might make me lose more in the future so it's time to stop

ChokingIsMyKink: all that healing stuff is just bullshit and you know it john, you'll be back to whatever it is the fuck you do to ruin shit sooner or later

Kryoz: i know you're hurt, but this is for the best craig

ChokingIsMyKink: if this was all about healing then Evan would still be talking to me and tyler, because shit would have worked out and everything would be back to the way it is- jon and evan would be together and maybe even be with lucas to-

Kryoz: wtf- i'm just going to ignore that because that's not the point. healing isn't about making things normal, because if things were normal and fine they wouldn't need to heal, healing is letting your wounds close and learning to accept the scars that are left behind

ChokingIsMyKink: you don't get it, john. this isn't how it's supposed to be.

Kryoz: im moving on, craig, and i suggest you do the same

ChokingIsMyKink: no, you're just giving up

Kryoz: am i? or are you?

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Now showing private messages between Terroriser and RoastMasterV2

Terroriser: r u ok? you've been in the bathroom for like 15 minutes

Terroriser: evan?

RoastMasterV2: yea, yea i'm fine i just felt a little nauseous while i was washing my hands

Terroriser: are you not feeling well? should we leave?

RoastMasterV2: no, i think it's just side effects from my medication, i feel better

Terroriser: alright, if you're sure

Terroriser: if you keep getting side effects maybe we should try to get your meds changed tho

RoastMasterV2: it's been a while since i've had antidepressants, i'm sure my body is just getting used to it again, i'm gonna splash some water on my face and come back to the table

Terroriser: alright see you in a bit

RoastMasterV2: yea