🖤If the world was ending you'd come over right? (Johnmark)

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The world wasn't ending, but mark's was.

TW: Anxiety Attacks/Panic Attacks

Johnny was sitting at home, an x-box controller firmly in his hands. The sun shining through the windows. Everything was normal until his phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Johnny! Have you seen Mark!?" Taeyong's voice was panicky which worried Johnny.

"No, I haven't heard from him today. Why? Is everything okay!?"

"Johnny, you should come to the dorms."

Johnny was already on his feet.

"Taeyong can you tell me whats going on!?"

"I'll explain everything when you get here okay? "

Johnny sighed.

"Okay, I'm on the way." Johhny hung up and jumped into his car speeding towards the nct127 dorm. He parked sloppily and ran in the building bursting through the door.

The other members were sitting around in a sickening silence.

Once johnny got closer, he noticed tears spilling from doyoung and jungwoos eyes. He saw jaehyun sitting next to taeyong, both of their faces pale and jaehyun looked to be holding back tears, his hand squeezing taeyongs.

"Okay someone tell me what the hell is going on!?" Johhny stormed indont living room confused and worried.

"Johnny... Sit down." Jaehyun said sniffling.

Johnny did but sat on the very edge of the chair.

"Mark got a call today...his parents...they were killed in a car accident.." Taeyong said clearing his thick throat.

Johnny's eyes widened his heart breaking.

"W..wh..wheres mark!?" Johnny stood up abruptly.

"We don't know...he ran out as soon as he got the call. We spent hours looking for him..." Taeil spoke up from the corner of the couch.

Johnny ran his hand through his hair frustrated.

He aggresively fished his phone out of his pocket and clicked marks contact.

He pressed it to his ear and heard it ring.

"C'mon c'mon pick up mark, pick up." Johnny was pacing frantically.

"Where could he be?! What if he's hurt somewhere!?" Jungwoo yelled as sobs wracked his body.
Jaehyun rushed over to the smaller hugging the boy close to his chest as he watched jihnny continuously dial marks number over and over from across the room.

"Shhhh, it's okay junwoo-ah, calm down its okay." Jaehyun cooed to the smaller forcing his own tears back.

Johnny suddenly screamed in frustration punching the wall, a crunch sound coming from his hand.

Taeyong was on his feet and in front of Johnny quickly. He grabbed Johnny and brought him away from the wall.

"Johnny stop it, don't hurt yourself." Taeyong spoke softly bringing Johnny into his arms. Johnny's eyes filled with tears. He raised his phone to his ear once more on the verge of losing it completely. He almost gave up before he heard the call pick up.

He jumped from taeyong arms.

"Mark!!? where are you??"

All he heard on the line was heavy breathing and muffled sobs.

"C'mon baby... Tell me where you are, please baby?"

Mark could barely breathe and all he managed to say was the word Dream.

"Dream? Baby what do you mean? Do you mean...." He paused.
"Taeyong are the dreamies home from their tour yet!?" Johnny asked quickly.

"No no not till tomorrow."

Johnny went back to Mark.

"Mark, stay there I'm on my way. Please stay on the phone baby." Johnny ran out as fast as he could towards the dream dorms.

He busted through the door and ran as quickly as he could into the dorm instantly hearing marks labored breathing from down the hall. He was in his old room Johnny knew mark felt safe there.

He burst through the door and what he saw broke his heart into a million pieces.

Mark was curled in on himself in the corner of the room his hands gripping around his knees as miserable breathy sobs left his mouth.

Johnny rushed to his side pulling him into his arms tightly.

"Oh baby...im right here, I've got you.." Jihnny breathed out a sigh of relief to have his boy back. He leaned down and kissed the top of Mark's head, pulling his head to rest on his chest.

He felt Mark's hands gripping the fabric of his shirt tightly, his knuckles turning white.

Mark felt his chest tighten, he was having trouble breathing ragged coughs now coming from his throat as his sobbing continued.

Johnny knew he had to calm mark down.

"Baby? Listen to me, I need you to calm down okay? Just... Breath with me baby. Deep breaths okay?" Johnny started tontake slow deep breaths hoping mark would follow along.

He sighed in relief when he felt marks chest rise and fall with his, his breathing slowing slightly.

"That's it baby, you're doing great." Johnny ran his fingers through marks dark messy hair placing another kiss on the top of his head.

"J..j..johnny....." Mark whimpered, tears still falling down his face.

"Im right here baby."

"They're g..g..gone ...th...theyre...never coming..b..back!!!" Mark screamed as he punched Johnny's chest in despair.

Johnny obviously let him knowing mark needed to release his emotions. He felt his own tears fall as he held onto his boyfriend as tight as he could.

"I know baby... It's okay...just let it all out, I'm right here with you baby."

"I'm so sorry I d.dis...dissapeared...I didn't mean to worry you..."

"Shhhhh, shhhhhhh, don't apologize. Oh my baby I'm so sorry."

The boys stayed in each other's arms on the ground for hours until mark calmed down.

"Johnny?" Mark looked up with glistening eyes extremely red and puffy.

"Yes baby?"

"Will you...stay with me tonight?"

Johnny pulled mark closer.

"Of course I will baby. I will never leave you alone again.." Johnny said kissing marks forehead.

Mark curled into johnnys chest dozing off with a few more silent tears.

Johnny held onto him all night staying awake in case mark woke up again.

He knew mark was going to need time to cope but he was willing to stand by marks side every step of the way.

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