Dear NKQ-
I honest to god hate you. You hurt me so bad it's almost laughable.
But still sometimes when I sit alone at night and stare at your drawings in the trash, I get sad. I'm not sure why. Why do you make me so sad? Why does your name make me feel?
I hate you. I really really hate you. Everything started to go downhill when I met you and god I wish I never did. I wish I hadn't worn boots that day. I wish I didn't try to talk to you. I wish I didn't offer to drive you home from Girl Scouts.
I wish I didn't love you. I think it's fitting I start off with you, considering you seem to be my biggest set back. I see your friends and I hide. Isn't that stupid? I'm so scared of even hearing about you that I hide from anyone associated with you.
Why do I consider this a love I note i never got to send?
Because somewhere in my heart I know I love you. I love your smile, I love your laugh, I loved the way we'd just sit and watch tv for hours. But that's in the past now.
So goodbye NKQ.
I honestly mean it when I say I hope you get happy again.
From, me
