a/n: hi guys i'm so sorry for always being inactive. things just get so busy & when i write i like to make the chapters good. i don't want them to sound rushed, all over the place or unrealistic. life, school & work has just been kicking my ass lately i'm sorry :(
y/n pov:
y/n: hello?
s: hey.
y/n: who's this?
s: kais girlfriend
y/n: oh stella??
s: hm so you've heard
y/n:...?
s: anyway. i heard you and him are great friends
y/n: yeah..?
s: well it needs to stop now
y/n: huh?
s: i know about you. i've read your guys messages. do you need me to get that out to everyone else?
y/n: uh.. no..
s: hm exactly what i thought. so don't talk to him, hangout with him, nothing. if you do i am going to tell everyone about your little experience.
y/n:.. okay.. bye
i hung up
with a burning sensation in my throat from wanting to cry but holding it back
i walked out the bathroom and saw ale
a: everything good?
y/n: yeah why
a: heard you talking
y/n: oh wrong number
a: oh ok
we just stared at each other
a: are you gonna move i have to use the bathroom
y/n: oh, right
i moved from the door and went back to the table.
i sat down unsettled.
i just felt weird.
kai is like my best friend don't get me wrong but what she knows is just so personal and i really don't want that kind of stuff to get out.
she exposed kai at one point so i wouldn't be surprised if she exposed me.
mom: you okay?
y/n: oh yeah why?
mom: i was talking to you
y/n: oh sorry i didn't hear you
mom: anyway grandmas asking about soccer
y/n: oh i have a game this friday
grandma: that's great! ale still plays too right?
dad: yes of course he'll always be playing
grandma: that's good news
mom: speaking of soccer why don't you invite kai over during the week so you, him & ale can practice.
y/n: oh i don't think-
dad: oh yeah he's a good one i like him
grandma: who is this kai person
mom: y/n's best friend
grandma: you sure not boyfriend
she laughed
dad: god no
mom: why what's wrong with him
dad: too tiny
mom: oh god daniel
she laughed
dad: he's a great kid tho, very respectful
grandma: that's nice
ale came back
a: what you guys talking about?
grandma: soccer and a guy named kai
a: oh kai yeah he's great
grandma: i see that
a: me and y/n have a game friday
grandma: you guys play together?
a: oh no like same place and stuff but it's the normal boy and girl separation thing
grandma: ohh
mom: i was just telling y/n to invite kai sometime this week over for dinner and you guys can practice
a: yeah sounds good i'll ask him to come over tuesday
mom: okay sounds good
7: 00 pm
we just got home & i was still startled about what stella knew. i know exactly what she meant when she talked about our chat, we don't text often since we usually call or just hangout. it was just one night when i was overthinking i texted him about it and yeah. just great. now i regret telling him to go for this toxic bitch, because now look what she's causing for me.
i went straight to my room.
mattia was calling me, weird.
i still picked up.
m: hey
in a more calm tone then yesterday
y/n: hi..
m: look. i'm really sorry about yesterday.
y/n: me too
m: i'm being serious. i shouldn't have ever talked to you like that, it was controlling.
y/n: i see
m: y/n, come on talk to me
y/n: i am?
m: no like really talk to me.
y/n: well okay i get what you're saying. i'm sorry for coming at your best friend when i have one too, it was hypocritical.
m: thank you. is it like u being insecure? if so then i understand, i feel like that with kai.
y/n: what? you're insecure about kai
m: yeah sometimes, i feel like you just rather hang out with him
y/n: not true, i want to hangout with both of you. equally
m: well why do you not like amelia
y/n: i don't know i just feel like play fighting with a girl best friend is so sus
m: okay i'm sorry, i just guess i'm use to treating her like a guy. i play fight with the boys all the time
y/n: it's just different
m: i'm sorry, i won't do it anymore. i have a funny story though
y/n: okay what's up?
m: when i went to melamine's party, alvaro got like super drunk and tried to kiss a girl there. she threw her drink at him
y/n: oh my god, he's a ass anyway
m: yeah i know. well how was your day love
y/n: well i had lunch with my grandma
m: oh that's nice
y/n: what did you do today?
m: honestly just think about us.
y/n: wdym?
m: i was thinking of how to apologize and i honestly thought this whole me and you thing was gonna end since you didn't text me
y/n: you didn't text either
m: i know i just didn't want to text and you get mad, i just called because it's already like 8. the days almost over and i didn't want to leave it not discussed about.
y/n: well that's good
m: yeah... what we have is good y/n and it's only the beginning. i just want to vibe with you and take it day by day. i don't want to rush it
y/n: me either
m: good and i definitely don't want little petty arguments to end this
y/n: it won't
m: okay, well i'll see you at school
y/n: actually can i ask you for a favor
m: oh yeah what's up?
y/n: can you pick me up tomorrow?
m: oh for school?
y/n: yeah
m: seriously? i'd love too
y/n: okay i'll see you in the morning
m: okay, sweet dreams
y/n: byeee
