I forgot that i am a Villainess

Chapter 33

in the night where the moon shines brightly, i am watching at the Balcony

everything seems quiet, everything seems lonely

i touched the cold railings while watching the full moon

everything moves too fast, the novel is nowhere to be found now because i changed it, but not the way i liked it, the change of the plot also wreak inside me

alamost everything turned to dust and only Kaizer, Eclair and Zeus are the only family i left, they are not even my relatives but i considered them as my family

i sighed , I,,, I want to sing....

i want to let my frustrations out
i want to make myself better

i want to express my feelings by this one song

i inhaled deeply
i closed my eyes and sing whatever my heart desires

i am slow back on that time,
feel my heads dizziness deeper,
life began to move on its ways,
on the sand, on the land, the clouds and tides

i have brought my heart and mind,
but why do i keep feeling pain,
now i woke up on my dreams,
that is all my time my effort my dreams been crushed

"What a beutiful voice of yours"
i was immersed in my Song that i didn't even detect that someone is beside me

i opened my eyes and there i saw two diamonds that shines so brightly in the moon, like he is the God of the night

very mysterious and enchanting

thise ruby and golden eyes didn't even compare to the moons brightness

i felt my heart stopped for a moment

"Your eyes..." i suddenly said without a thought

why would i talk to strangers?!
this is wrong!

"oh! you mean my eyes are very scary?"

he says while smiling

he moves closer to me

i didn't move, slowly, i can see his gorgeous face and well built body

he is wearing a white robe

his smells is like a cool breeze, it makes me want to nap

i know, when humans or any other creature see those diamonds like eyes they would be scared and run away

but to me..

"you are not scary" i said

yes, even though he is a demon, i am not scared, it's like i know him all along but we never even met, how hilarious

his eyes gaze at mine
his eyes feels like they have a painful past in it,

"Your eyes are beautiful, but your eyes emitts sadness why is that?"

to be blunt i am curious
who is this person that make my guard down and made me curious about him

it's like he is one of the key to answer my questions that i can't figure the answers