𝕃𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕// 𝗷𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗿

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I woke up excited because we were apartment shopping today so I run to nessa and joshs room and get nessa up
J: where are you goingggg nesssss
M: we are apartment shopping so go back to sleep lil joshy and shut up
J: okay geez
Me and nessa got ready and dressed and phoned our moms and they said they would be over soon
M: ima go say bye to Jaden and see if he's going to come
N: okay
I went up to our room and sat next to Jaden
Ja: hey
M: hi I'm going apartment shopping you still coming?
Ja: sure just let me get ready
He pecks my lips then goes and gets ready and I go down and our moms are here
M: sorry just waiting for Jaden he's coming
Mo: that's okay
Five minutes later Jaden comes down
N: finally you took your time
Ja: I took five minutessss
We laugh and go to loads and we found a really pretty one with a city view and is like all windows and really nice.
N&M: THIS ONE
we both laugh
Mo&aj: fine
Mo: we will send Down some of your stuff
M: thank you
N: I'm so excitedddd
M: sameeee
Aj: we will sort this out you guys go do your thing
M: okay thank youuuu
N: love yous byeee
Jaden grabs my hand and we walk out and back to the house
Ja: we are back
J: did you get one
M: yep
N: look I got photos their jaws drop
Br: Thats fucking amazing
M: I knowwww we anyways ima go swim
N: I will come
We go upstairs and I tell her
M: it's my birthday next week
N: I know what do you wanna do
M: I don't know I might not do anything
N: but it's your birthdayyy
M: I don't know I will think about it
We out on our bikinis and go down and I see nessa talking to the boys so I just went out to the pool and sat on the lounger and then fell asleep
I woke up to a wave of coldness and I swam up
M: the fuck who did that
I see Jaden walking away so I drag him into the pool and everyone laughs
M: well I'm going to see my mom
N: I will come
M: okay
We went upstairs and got ready and left and went to their hotel and went up to their room
M: hey
Mo: hi sweetie
Aj: we are staying for another week because it's your birthday next week
M: you don't have to
Mo: but we want to
M: okay thanks guys
I hug them both
N: wanna go out for food
Everyone: sure
We went to a cafe and I got a toastie and so did nessa, my mum got a sandwich and my auntie Jenny got soup
We sat there and talked
Mo: Jaden seems to really love you
M: I know
Aj: have you forgiven him?
M: ive forgiven him but we aren't dating just now
Mo: I get that
N: ye you guys are so cute and have an amazing story to tell your kids
M: k-kids
N: your bound to have them some day
M: I guess I need the bathroom
I walk off and think we are bound to have them someday I don't want them yet what if Jaden isn't the dad to them
I decided to go back to the table and sit
Mo: are you okay
M: yep perfect I need sleep
Mo: oh okay you can go back honey
N: I will come back later
Aj: bye see you soon
M: love yous
I walked out to the car and go home I feel a lil light headed and then pass out.
I woke up with loads of voices around me
??: miss what's your name
??: get the stretcher and the blanket
I feel like I'm being pulled and then I start moving and pass out again
I woke up in a room where Jaden, nessa, the boys and my mom and auntie
M: ow where the fuck am I
Ja: hospital
M: why?
N: you passed out whilst driving and I think it might have been my fault
M: how?
N: when I mentioned something you went away and then you went home
Oh yeah the kids thing
M: I probably was thinking bout that but it isn't your fault
Br: may we ask what it is
M: nope please don't say
N: okay fine
M: okay thanks how bad am I hurt
Ja: not that bad you have a couple of stitches from glass and you have a little concussion
M: k when can I get out
Mo: about to find out
A nurse walks in
Nurse: you are free to go just don't do a lot of activity and rest
M: okay thanks pass my clothes
Josh throws them over and I put them on and we go Jaden holds me back
Ja: hey can you tell me what you were thinking bout
M: it will probably freak you out because it freaked me out
Ja: just say
M: so nessa brought up kids and said well you are going to have them some day
Ja: which you will
M: i know but I'm nowhere near ready to think about that
Ja: then don't
M: but nessas put it in my mind
Ja: then take it of your mind come I don't want you to worry about something like this
M: okay thanks jay
He kisses me and we go
Br: how was the fuck sesh
Mo: ahem
Br: oh sorry
Mo: but seriously what were you two doing
M: we weren't fucking we were just talking
A: ye right
Ja: no we were
M: we were talking about what I was thinking
J: oh sorry
M: why are you apologising?
I laugh
M: well anyways let's go
Everyone: coming
We go and get food cause I was hungry
K: what are we getting to eat
M: I don't mind I just need coffee and sleep
G: that really isn't a good mix
M: what do I choose then cause if I drink coffee I don't sleep and if I don't drink coffee I don't get my coffee and I get sleep which I don't know if I need cause I've been asleep that whole time but I really need sleep so the logical thing to do is not get coffee but I really want coffee
They all look at me confused and trying to work out what I just said
N: guys I think it's the medication
Ja: that was a lot to process
M: what do I doooo
G: just get coffee
M: okay thank you wait what type though vanilla or coconut or normal or mocha or idk what to do hmmmm I will just go for a coconut one then
A: just fucking pick
M: geez sorry fine then coconut latte
I walk away and into Starbucks and ordered that and five minutes later I had it so I walked out and they looked pushed cause I made them wait well actually they just waited
J: you took forever
M: I didn't tell you to wait
I shrug my shoulders and go to the food court and they follow and fans recognised us so I just smile and take photos with them
Fan1: what happened to your head?
Fan:2: and why's there stitches in your arm
M: oh car accident I had something on my mind then passed out whilst driving but I'm good now
Fan1: oh okay
I walk up and order mine and jadens food and sat down with him
Ja: are you okay you've been speaking fast and not paying attention
M: mhm I'm good it's probably just the medication and me and how I'm feeling wait how am I feeling I dont know well I think i need some air bye
I walk away and go out the doors they were staring so I just stood outside then saw a bench so I sat. I'm a mess all because of that baby thing why is it bothering me so much. I start to tear up a lil then someone sat next to me it was kio so I hugged him
M: I'm a mess kio
K: no your not your just confused
M: but I don't know what I am confused abo-
I was cut off by him kissing me so I moved off and then at last second I saw a teary eyed Jaden run away
M: JADEN WAIT
He just kept running so I broke down again and kio tried to comfort me
M: kio no
Then everyone came outside and came up to me
J: are you okay
M: nope I'm a bitch and a slut and don't deserve anything
I then ran away but then fainted again and I felt a pain in my head and everything went black