MY SECRET ADMIRER | tk ✔

chapter 07

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Jungkook was wide awake at midnight doing nothing but staring at his ceiling with a blank face---

lost in his thoughts. thinking deep---

how can someone love him this much when he don't even talk to him or see him----

when he literally oblivious of his existence ?

Is it possible to love someone without expecting anything ?

Is it possible to love someone who will maybe never love you back?

Is it possible to love someone that it's start hurting their own self?

how someone can love a stranger uncontrollably?

"should I be happy that someone in this world actually love me unconditionally and purely deep bottom of his heart----"

"---or be sad that I never knew him and maybe can't even see him ever---" jungkook mumbled as he sighed and turn around---

when suddenly his eyes fall on same purple diary which recently become a big part of  his life----

because no matter what he is doing but he keeps thinking about every and each word he had read.

weird right how few words can bond a human with him?

maybe this is what we call power of words----

because sometimes words can show how a person thinks and feels----

‘ it's not just a mere teenage school crush---’ jungkook thought frowning a bit

Of course , it's not a crush you dumbass !

‘he loves me---what if he had actually confess to me ?! we must had been together by now then’ jungkook inwardly whined

"wait what!? " Jungkook's eyes get widened when he realised what he was thinking----

does that mean he like him---

but how?!

how can he like someone whom he didn't knew

hell he don't even know how his secret admirer looks like or his voice----

jungkook know nothing about his secret admirer expect that he has feeling for him that's too all because of his diary---

the ravenette, pull his hair groaning as his roll over bed like a kid---

"it's so frustrating!" he huffed laying on his stomach looking toward diary

" only if I can meet you my secret admirer----" He sighed and close his eyes____

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next morning,  jungkook was so grumpy, he would snapped everyone who even try to talk to him----

it was finally the lunch time as jungkook was sitting alone---

last night after reading diary jungkook don't know but he feel weird, he can't explain it---

his mind was mess, not letting him sleep even for a second.

suddenly he snapped out of dazed when someone tap his shoulder---

"you okay bro?" yugyeom asked, no joke but to be honest yugyeom is a kind hearted person---

of course he is famous for sleeping around and being a playboy---but still somewhere he can be good friend too.

"no shits bro... I'm not in mood" jungkook said boringly

" I know I can see that too ----- by the way I was here to say sorry ------ about last time we I didn't knew that diary is 'that' Important to you bro"

he apologized sincerely----

Jungkook sighed heavily, no matter what he can't take out diary from his thoughts---

"It's okay " jungkook quietly said

" Are you alright jungkook ?----"

"yeah just couldn't sleep last night"

"don't tell me you fall in love with someone and was thinking about her whole night" yugyeom joke, laughing slightly

but jungkook's eyes get widened like they will fall out any moment---

he look at yugyeom who was leaning over table winking at girl time by time---

‘ hell I keep thinking about my secret admirer whole night and day---does that mean----’ he nervou look at yugyeom and asked

"like you know about love dumbass !----"
jungkook said not wanting to sound curious----yugyeom scoffed as he sit down front of him

" dude don't underestimate me! I might not in love yet ! But you can consider me as a love guru---" he smirked

" oh really, so love guru I would really like to know more about your knowledge" jungkook mockingly ask

" love...hmm ... love is when you see someone and your heart start beating fast____"

"___and you forget everything surrounded you when you see them"

someone cut off yugyeom----both yugyeom and jungkook instantly turn around and see a new beautiful guy standing there with food tray

"may I sit with you guys?" he asked politely, jungkook frowned but nonetheless nod

"sorry for disturbing you guys like this but I'm new here---- anyway hello my name is Mark----"

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Maybe it's time for a twist in story?