Storms pov
I'm still hugging harmony as she continues to sobb
"Just think about this, you have your parents, siblings, cousins and uncles and aunts. And they will all help you, I know it's scary and you feel like you can't do it but I promise you can" I say rubbing her back
"What would you like to do?" I ask
"C-can you bring momma in"
"Of course I can"
I shoot bil a text and a few seconds later we hear a quiet knock on the door and Billie walks in
She comes and lays on the bed so Harmony is in the middle.
"What ever happened before you tell me, I love you" she says
"I'm keeping the baby"
"I'm fine with that"
"Mommy tell her I don't wanna" she says to me
"Is was without concent, in her car when she was about to go home"
"Baby I'm so sorry" Billie says and Harmony turns around and hugs her
"Your gonna be the best mom I've ever known" she says
"Thank you"
"No problem, what do you want to do about tour"
"I wanna go, it will take my mind of it and I don't want to ruin it for lulu"
"Harmony you don't have to go just for lulu, she will understand" I say
"No , I actually want to go"
"If that's what you want." I reply
"I need to tell lulu and teo" she says
"Do you want to do it now" I say
"Yea, I'm fed up of crying as much as I want to I will just make myself worse" she sits up and wipes her eyes
We sit in the living room and tell lulu and teo
Billies pov
I watch as lulu looks super angry
She makes her hands into fists and her head starts to twitch
She got Tourette's from me but they are little until she has a tic attack and they are hard to control
Her head keeps on twitching and turning away as she looks frustrated
She hits her hand on the coffee table a few times regretting it after
"Lulu, you good" I say standing up
"N-no" she eventually gets out
She stands up and twitches more and ends up hitting herself in the head a few times
"Fuck off!" She says unintentionally
"Lulu, you gotta calm down" I say walking to her and she slowly backs away
"M-momma h-h-help"
"I'm trying but you need to calm down"
She turns and hits her head on the wall and then kicks it
This is probably on of the worst she's had
"Ahh" she cries
If I get to close to her she sometimes ends up hitting me and then she can't forgive her even though I know it's unintentional
She has her phone in hand and throws it at the wall and then punches the wall while continuing to twitch her head
"M-m momma! Don't c-come near"
"It's ok lulu, I know you can't help it, I'm keeping my distance" I reply as I inch slightly towards her
She ends up slipping over by twisting her ankle
"Fuck that must hurt" I mutter
"Lulu I can only help you if you try control them"
"I c-can't."
"Yes you can, just like before"
She swings her head back, hitting it on the hard floor and she winces in pain
"Momma, I-it's a bad one"
"Probably the worst, but come on you've done the rest you can do this on. Just breathe" I say and breathe out loud so she can hear and follow
She calms down so far so it's just her head and hands twitching slightly
I go and hug her as she starts to cry
"I'm so sorry, I'm so stupid"
"No lulu, you can't help it. It's just something we have to get used to" I reply
"I'm sorry about that" she says pointing to the dent in the wall and we laugh slightly
"Now let's see what you did to yourself" I say pulling her trousers up so I can see her ankle
"You probably sprained it, nothing to bad" I say
I go to the back of her head and see a bit of bruising
"Oh my, you've got a lot of bruising" I say and she sighs
"Are your hands ok." I ask
"Yea, I'm used to it on my hands"
"Come on let's get up" I say helping her up and I go get her phone from the other side of the room and show it to her
We all laugh as we see it's shattered
"It's fine, I can get you a new one" I say going to sit next to her
"So..." Harmony start
"Sorry for the distraction" lulu says looking down
"No don't be" Harmony replies
"So what are you gonna do with the baby" Mateo says
"I'm keeping it, I couldn't bare to abort it."
"So I will be an auntie." Lulu says
"I know your exited but I don't want to talk about it for a few months, until it really matters. I just need some time"
"And we will all support that for you" I say
"Ok so that's it" I say and everyone agrees
"Now let's just focus on Tour" Storm says
Lil Baby got mommas tics
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