🔞{my filtered euphoria}🔞

제15장 (chapter 15)

Jungkook made eye contact with me and saw my scared face making him even more mad. "Leave her alone she's not interested in you" Jungkook said then clenched his fist. "And who are you to tell me what to do?" Jennie said then raised an eyebrow. While she was distracted with Jungkook I tried to pull her away but my arms were weak and shaking so I couldn't push her away. Since she noticed me trying to leave she tightened her grip making it difficult for me to breath.

"I'm her boyfriend" Jungkook lied making Jennie laugh. "You're lying because she told me her boyfriend broke up with her" Jennie said making Jungkook confused since he thought you didn't have a boyfriend. "I didn't break up with her my jealous friend took my phone and messaged her" Jungkook quickly lied again. Jennie rolled her eyes then scoffed. "How do I know your not lying?" She said making Jungkook impatient. He walked up to us making Jennie flinch a bit.

He pulled me off of her making me able to breath again but before I could Jungkook kissed me making unable to take a breath. Jungkook kissed me passionately. If I had air in my lungs right now I would of kissed him back and do things to him but since I could verily breath I didn't. He then slowly broke the kiss and turned to Jennie who had a very annoyed/angry face. "Do you believe me now?" He asked making Jennie glare at him. Jennie gave Jungkook the middle finger then walked away.

Jungkook scoffed then turned to you who was breathing heavily. "Are you ok?" Jungkook said then cupped your face and made you face him. "Yeah..... I'm... ok.......thank you" I said in between my breaths. "Also you had a boyfriend?!?!" Jungkook said then put his hands inside his pockets. "No.....I lied to her" I said then rested my head on his chest. "Come on I will take you home" he said then grabbed the bag with all the junk food and started walking. You quickly walk next to him. Because he has such long legs you had to walk fast to catch up to him.

Jungkook noticed you struggling so he fastened his pace causing you to almost have to jog. "Yah wait up!" I yelled causing him to laugh. He then started walking normally again so you could easily walk next to him. His laugh made you slightly smile. He was trying to lighten up the mood. As soon as you two arrived to your house you quickly plotted yourself in the couch. Jungkook closed the door then looked around the house. Right away knew he was looking for Yong making you feel guilty. "He's not here" I mumbled then curled myself into a ball. Jungkook frowned confused then sat down next to you.

"What do you mean? Where is yong?" Jungkook asked confused. "He has a new owner now, my grandma" I said and his eyes grew wide in shock. "Why did you give him away? Do you not love him?!?!?!" Jungkook yelled mad at me and I don't blame him. Tears welled up in my eyes but my face was buried on the pillow so he didn't see. "I do love him that's why I gave him away........" I said but Jungkook didn't say anything so I continued "I didnt have enough time to give him attention and he was always lonely because of me so i gave him to a person who could give him all the love I couldn't give him" I said then silently started sobbing.

"What are you busy with?" Jungkook asked annoyed and somewhat disappointed. "School, chores, responsibilities, being drunk because of party's, my hangovers, sickness" I could continue my list but I decided to keep it short. "That's just an excuse so you and jimin can have sex more often right?" Jungkook said then scoffed. He placed his hands on his waist annoyed. "What?!? Do you really think I would give away Yong just to have sex?!?!? I'm sorry but I'm not addicted to sex to do such thing" I yelled at him.

I lifted my face off the pillow and quickly wiped my tears. "If you think I'm the type of person to do that you might as well just leave my house!" I yelled at him trying to sound tough but my voice cracked and tears threatened to fall down. It hurt me saying that because I love him. I have a big crush on him ever since I saw him on the streets with jimin and Taehyung. That's day I said Jungkook was the most attractive from jimin and tae but now that I have seen them all face to face I can't choose who is the most attractive.

Damn....his whole friend group was filled with good looking guys and IU the beautiful queen.....I'm just a lazy potato who does nothing but eat. I sometimes wonder how me and IU become friends when we are both completely different and verily get along. Still I'm grateful she became my friend or I probably wouldn't be here.... "I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you... I have just been really stressed lately" Jungkook said making me snap back to reality.

"It's fine I have also had a stressful day" I said remembering the crazy lesbian girl from the convention store. Chills ran down my spine making me slightly shiver. I rub my body hoping it would remove the scent of her perfume. I have nothing against LGBT I'm just not interested in girls. I call girls cute and sexy sometimes and check out their body figure but that doesn't mean I'm interested in dating a girl. Although I do sometimes wonder what it's like to have sex with a girl but I would feel terrible to use a girl just for experience.

I started walking to the kitchen when suddenly Jungkook gave me a back hug. I froze in place and started burning up. Back hugs were my weakness it always made me feel some type of way. Jungkook buried his face on the crook of my neck sniffing me. "Hmmm, you smell good but you still have the smell of that rat" Jungkook said then pulled me closer to him making our bodies connect. I tried walking to the kitchen hoping he would let go. But he only followed behind me making sure not to let me out his grip. "J-Jungkook..... please not right now...." I said carefully making sure no soft Moan left my mouth.

God why do back hugs make me feel like this? Jungkook walked forward slowly and I had no chose but to also walk forward. He suddenly stoped so I did as well. I frowned confused on to why he would walk me over here. Suddenly the lights turned off answering my question. Of course he would turn of the light.....he is trying to make me turn myself to him. I felt happy that he was finally noticing me but at the same time I didn't because it was just his body reacting to the situation.

I mean come on a girl and a boy alone at night of course his body would want to do these things. I wanted to do it with him but not like this especially not after what happened. But I also knew that if I rejected him he might not want to give me a second chance. I was confused and didn't know what to do. Because I had a skirt on my thighs were visible. He slipped his hand onto my thighs making my lower body heat up by his touch. I bit my lower lip and shut my eyes thinking whether I should or shouldn't let him.

"I didn't come prepared today either since I didn't know I was going to bump into you today so we will only have a little bit a fun, you owe me since I saved you" Jungkook whispered to your ear sending shivers down your spine. "You didn't have to kiss me you could of just pushed her away" I said then turned around so now we were looking at each other's eyes. His brown eyes were so beautiful especially while looking at them so closely. "I can't push a girl" Jungkook said breaking the silence.

"Well you could of pulled me away from her, but I'm glad you kissed me" I said without thinking making him smile. "I kissed you to save you and also because I wanted to kiss your lips again, I'm addicted to your lips so I can't wait to be addicted to your body" Jungkook said then looked down at my body and traded my figure with his hands. As his fingers went down my body he stoped on my hips. I got shy and looked away hiding my red tomato face.