𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 - 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐑𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐡 ♫

12.

- Vanessa Valor -

"you did good today" i smiled at roddy as he laid his head on my stomach.

today was roddys show. i went but i stayed backstage because of the amount of anxiety i would get if i was seen. he did good though.

he leaned up kissing me slowly making my stomach turn into straight butterflies.

the way roddy made me feel was unbelievable.

he kissed down my jawline as i laid my hand on the back of his neck laying my head back.

his tongue swirled over my neck as he kissed it making me shut my eyes as the feeling became better.

neck kisses are the fucking best 🥺 .

- flashback -

"please lawrence just stop" i cried lightly as he kissed on my neck.

he wrapped his hand around my throat as he bit at my neck making me whine out in pain.

it hurts.

he doesn't do this shit right.

"no.." i mumbled. "please"

"please"

"please"

- End of flashback -

"please!" i jumped up as tears streamed down my face.

these fucking flashbacks.

i gripped the blanket as my breathing hitched and i began to shake.

"shit ness" i heard roddy say before grabbing a bottle of water.

i felt the tightness in my throat as my heart pounded.

"water?" he rubbed my back.

i nodded taking it from him and took a sip of the cold water.

"look at me ness and breath" he grabbed my hand. "in" i breathed in slowly as he started counting to ten. "out" he finished as he hit ten. "again"