Past

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After Kouki had cleaned me up and change me into comfortable clothes todoroki snuggled me on the bed. I was too exhausted to object. I hated this but I just needed sleep.

I close my eyes while todoroki held me. He smelled like a campfire and an icy winter. It smelled nice. It wasn't as relaxing as kouki's scent but it brought me comfort.

I didn't know why I was melting in his arms. I hated him. I guess the fact that he wasn't going to kill bakugou brought me at ease. It brought me a sense of justice. I had won. I let my thoughts consume me and soon enough I feel asleep in Todo's arms.

{todoroki's pov}

I listen to your breathing. They soon became a slow and steady pace meaning you were asleep. Wow, I couldn't believe that my bunny fell asleep in my arms again. This was the best feeling in the world.

I gently move your sitting body into a laying position. I snuggle up close to you. I take in your scent. You smelled absolutely wonderful. How could one be so perfect?

I hold you close to me chest. Was our fight finally over or was this just a breather? I wanted it to be over. I wanted to snuggle up to you every night. Sure I still saw fear in your eyes but I could quickly change that. I can turn it into love and compassion, probably.

I inhale deeply, taking a big whiff of your scent. A shiver went down my spine. Oh bunny, you're so delicious. I want more of you but I can't. I have to respect your boundaries. I can't have a remake of last time. That's what started this whole mess. My selfish manly desires are what caught us in this web.

I look at your sleeping form. Well maybe just a peak. Kouki got to see your woman parts so why can't I. What's one little peak gonna do. It won't hurt anyone. I bite my lower lip. No todoroki. Self control. I'm not worthy for you if I can't control my urges.

I sigh and squeeze you tighter. Oh bunny, I love you more then life itself. If only there was some way of showing you how much that is. But everything I do scares you. I pull your chin up so our faces would be close together.
I breathed on your lip. I want them so badly. I want to claim you as mine. I could properly claim you by taking your virginity but sadly your legs remained closed.

I bring my lips closer to your's. I just want a kiss. A kiss isn't anything too bad. No, no doing anything to your unconscious body. I close my eyes and sigh. I get up and leave the room. I'm afraid I can't control myself so I have to stay in a different room.

I take a breath out. How can someone be so irresistible? "Damn it," I say while punching the wall. I lean my head on the wall. My breathing was unsteady. How could someone do this to me? How could this happen to me? I was supposed to surpass my father. Become number one. All I needed to do was focus on passing. Just pass and not talk to anyone. How did I become like this. A kidnapper, a psycho, a murderer. How did I sink so low.

I drop on the floor. I let a tear or two slip. I close my mismatched eyes. How can one person ruin everything. I sigh. How can you be so hypnotizing? I get up and take my leave. I have school tomorrow which means I have to be home tonight. I have Kouki drive me to the place I dreaded most, actual hell.

{y/n's pov}

I woke up while letting out a high pitch scream. Tears streamed from my eyes. Kouki bulged in and turned on the lights. "Is everything okay dear," he asked in his calming voice with a tinge of worry. My breathing was uneven. "Y..yeah," I say while calming myself down. Once I managed to I put a big smile on my face, "it was just a bad dream."

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