The Maze Runner Imagines: Newt (Thomas Brodie Sangster) Book 2

I Don't Know What I'm Doing... P1

I stood in the camp helping to make some dinner for everyone here, the sun shining brightly on the crisp blue waves, the hot concrete stone littered with people working on the ship or just those who had little else to do but watch the sea.

The sweet smell of the soup I was stirring, I picked up my wooden spoon having a quick taste going to my cutting Board dicing another carrot and pushing it in continuing to stir.

"Hey Uhhh y/n? Are you here?" I heard the familiar British tone ponder from the open tent door, I looked over seeing newt in his loose fitting cargo trousers, his half sleeve shirt that was maybe three sizes to big for the poor lanky blonde, the leather strap for his side bag running across his chest, his brown jacket over his body with the fluffy collar close to his neck, his fluffy blonde hair a little out of place and his face as week as ever. He stood holding the tent flaps we use as a door above his head as he peeked inside letting in the summer light 

"Hey newt" I waved and he spotted me a pink blush dusting his pale cheeks as he did 

"Hey, what's for dinner?" He asks as he came over 

"Soup" I answered "what's up newt? you didn't come looking for me to ask what was for dinner?" I laughed 

"I uhh, I need a word with you" he answered nervously

"About what?" I asked continuing my cooking

"Uhhh, y/n I'd really rather talk about it...in private" he says glancing at the other people in here cooking too "if that's okay?" 

"Sure," I smiled, turning the heat down. I nodded to one of the others and they nodded back to keep an eye on my stuff as I followed Newt outside into camp.

We wondered around a while with newt fiddling with his hands the whole time.

"So?" I asked trying to start the conversation as he hadn't

"So..." he began "y/n we've known each other a long time right?" He asks as he sat on some rocks so I sat beside him 

"All the life I can remember newt" I laughed 

"Exactly and... I mean back when we first met we were just kids" he explained "and we grew up appt and now we're kinda... grownups" he explained "and now stuffs, different I mean who knows what the bloody hells going to happen to us"

"Where are you going with this newt?" I asked 

"I'm sorry y/n I'm not good at this stuff" He sighed "y/n, I wanted to ask you if maybe you wanted to maybe... help me out with something" 

"Help you with what?" I asked "newt whatever your trying to tell me just say it it's okay" I explain holding his hand he smiled a little squeezing my hand back 

"Y/n... I wanna lose my virginity with you" 

"YOU WHAT!!" I yelled throwing his hand away from mine "that's not just something you day to a girl newt!"

"You told me to just say it" he complained 

"Yeah but... why do you want to lose your virginity?"

"Because, look I've been thinking about it for a while now, really since the day we left the glade, and everyday I've thought about it, I mean I could drop dead tomorrow who knows, and if I'm gonna die I don't want to wait anymore" he explained

"Who says you're going to die?" I asked 

"Well no one" he sighed "but you know, I could get really sick or I could get hurt on one of these attacks, hell I'm going off with Thomas in that train heist next week a wicked guy shoots me during all that I'm done for, or... I could have the flare" he explained "why am I bothering to wait when I could be dead tomorrow"