Poems collection -Self harm (trigger warning)

I rein

Of course I run free,

Trapped by boundaries,

The boundaries,

Of a small child's brain.

She reaches out for help,

And I get pushed aside,

Abandoned,

Left alone,

In a dark and dusty room.

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Once she dies,

The boundaries will go away.

I shall be free,

To rein another life,

I shall be free.

And I shall be reborn.

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I am undefeatable,

By the human brain,

And by the human heart.

You'll need a stronger force,

To get rid of me like that!

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How free it feels,

To rein inside her head,

Controlling her actions

And every word she says.

She whimpers at my power,

And I can feel her fight.

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But times runs scarce,

And I feel her rise,

I'm scared of that,

She can't beat me.

She fights back and gains control,

Once again,

Locking me away

Back in the dark dust room,

For another day

1/1/15

I can write poems too you know.

Sincerely,

Aidun