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- Vanessa Valor -- Compton, California -

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- Vanessa Valor -
- Compton, California -


"good morning" i giggled as roddy nuzzled his head on my titties. "why don't you lay anywhere else"

"because yo titties comfortable" he said as i ran my fingers through his hair.

"you like that?" i laughed as i heard light moans from him as i scratched his head softly. "i gotta get up soon. i have work"

"no" he snuggled onto me more. "call in sick. you go back to school tonight i wanna spend time with you" he said propping his head up on his chin looking up at me.

"i know baby but i needa make money" i explained.

it's been about 4 weeks since i had an abortion and roddy still hasn't found out. i'm glad pop didn't tell him even though we don't know eachother.

it kills me everyday to look at roddy knowing that i'm lying to him but fuck i'm supposed to say? he'll hate me.

he's all i have. i can't lose him.

"whatchu thinkin about?" he sat up sliding off of me.


"about us" i sat up too. "more of me" i sighed playing with my fingers.


"what's wrong?" he furrowed his eyebrows lifting my chin.


i feel like complete shit right now.


"i feel like i failed you" i felt a tear slip down my cheek.

"how?" he grabbed my hand.


"i just do roddy" i knew for a fact i couldn't tell roddy why i was upset.. but i needed to get my emotions out.

badly.

"come here stop allat" he pulled me into a hug as he rubbed my back.

"roddy promise me something" i looked up. "no matter what happens.. you'll never leave me"

"why you sayin shit like this?" he wiped my tear stained cheeks. "i ain't gon put you out"

"what if i fucked up and you hated me for it" i sniffled.

"i still wouldn't put you out. i ain't gon make you live on the streets for a dumb mistake"

"promise?" he sighed.

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