time skip 4 months
me and mattia have been arguing nonstop
and at this point i want to break up with him so
i'm going to , i have a plane ticket to go back to
america
"hey can we talk" i asked
"what's wrong what do you want?" he said
"i think we should break up"
he looked at me like he seen a fucking
ghost
"what why?"
"because i can't keep arguing with you over dumb
shit , it's messing up mental state"
"val-
"mattia i can't i'm sorry this isn't for me , you coming
home late drinking dealing drugs out of the house i-i can't
anymore" i said
"you can't get away from me" he said
"and shit like that you controlling me and acting
like i'm your property"
"your in for a surprise love" he smiled
"thanks for everything i guess" i said walking away
"see you later"
i went to airport and felt free like mattia was a burden
on me
skip to when your home lmao
i walked in and it was the exact same and i felt
happy
i walked in my room and was startled by mattia siting
on my bed
"what the fuckkkkk" i yelled
"no need to yell my love" he smirked
"i'm not your love i need to get away from you , your
a burden on me like your acting like a psy-
he grabbed my neck and pushed me against the
wall
"your mines and your not breaking up with me
i'm trying to be nice to you what don't you get" he gritted
"you love me right?" i said
"yes"
"then let be happy alone not in a relationship with
you"
"fine you fucking bitch , your gonna regret this" he pushed me to the ground and left
valentina
are you happy now you
bastard
papa
it's that or he's killed
it's your choice
read 4;15
of course i didn't wanna break up with him but
the arguing wasn't bad it was slim , but my dad is
blackmailing me with shit that'll make people hate me
mattia wouldn't look at me the same no one would ,
it left me in the darkest place in my life and i'm only
comfortable around mattia and he hates me now
i just went to be happy but it's never gonna happen
unless i confess to what i did
a/n
byeee
