My Brothers Hate Me|| BTS (COMPLETE)

**14**

Jin's POV

I sat on my study table, holding onto the letter, staring at it with red puffy eyes. My name, written on the back of the envelope, with her beautiful hand writing.

Open it Jin

Gathering up my courage I bring my other hand to the envelope as I carefully open it. I bring out the paper and I put my lamp at its highest shine (eh?), since its my only source of light, not wanting to open my bedroom light. I carefully unfold the paper, reading what it contains

Dear Jin oppa,

Oppa! Are you finally happy now? I hope you are oppa because I already miss you! No matter how much hurtful things you do to me, physically or verbally, you are still my brother and I love you! I always waited for the day where we would eventually be a happy family again. Where the rest of our brothers would be playing in the living room and we would be cooking dinner in the kitchen. But I guess its too late for that. But remember oppa, I will be watching over you, with eomma and appa. Please don't cry over me too much oppa, well I know you won't because you hate me right oppa? Don't worry oppa I am now gone you are now happy, and with that oppa, I am also happy. I forgive you for all the things you did oppa, remember that. Don't always blame yourself oppa, because its not your fault, its not our brothers fault. Its my fault, because if it wasn't for me, eomma and appa could still be alive and we'd still be happy together oppa.

Please look after yourself and our brothers oppa. I will miss you guys so much, even tho you always abuse me, I still forgive you oppa. I love you oppa!

-Y/N

I cry even more as I hug the paper carefully, not wanting to rip it. Tear by tear flows out of my eyes. My room filled with my cries and sniffs

"Y/N. It w-wasn't your f-fault princess. It was ours, we j-just started b-beating you up w-without l-listening to your s-side of the story. Y-your oldest is not h-happy without you princess. I r-regret everything I did to you p-princess. We want you back. I'm sorry princess, if only I c-could turn back time" I said in between my cries

Flashback

"Hey Imma go check why that bitch is taking so long" I said to the boys as I stood up, heading towards the kitchen. I stare at Y/N's back with a smirk as she cooks us dinner.

Pathetic

"Are you fucking done?" I asked, causing her to jump "N-not y-yet oppa" she stuttered as she looks back at what she's cooking. I smirk "How long will this take?" I asked quietly, hoping she won't hear, which she didn't. I smirk and walked towards her, pulling her hair backwards

"a-ahhh oppa!" she groaned in pain "I asked you a question and u have the guts to ignore, huh?!" I shout at her "I'm s-sorry oppa I d-didn't hear y-you" she cried in pain. I scoff and throw her to the ground. I could hear her wince in pain but as if I care

"So you are now having the guts to answer me?" I said as I kick her leg. She cries in pain as she hugs her leg. I crouch down and grab her hand, pulling her up making her sit down "o-oppa p-please" she begged "stop calling me oppa" I said as I slap her, making her head turn the other way. Tears started streaming down.

"ugh stop crying will you?!" I asked annoyed, yet she continues to cry. "I said stop-" I pause as I kick her stomach hard, making her clutch on it "crying" I finished my sentence. She was still on the ground, clutching her stomach. I roll my eyes. But the she started coughing out blood.

My eyes widened. I was gonna help her, when I remember this is not the first time she coughed out blood. I ease a bit and walked out of the kitchen back to my bothers

End Of Flashback

I cried and cried as I clutch onto the paper. My heart aching so bad. I lost my sister, we lost our sister. Our only princess. We should've gave her our love, like any brothers do, but no. We didn't, instead we abused her. I could feel more tears run down my face. Atleast she is somewhere better now, somewhere where she won't feel any pain. But memories of us abusing her keeps coming back

"You didn't deserve any of this princess"