My Brothers Hate Me|| BTS (COMPLETE)

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Hoseok's POV

Dear Hoseok Oppa

My dancing machine brother! I am still amaze with you dancing skills oppa. You never failed to amaze me! Remember when were young oppa? You'd teach me how to dance and always say how excited you were to have a dance partner that is not a boy? Or how about the times where the other would tease me oppa and you would stop them by saying "stop teasing my little dance machine" or "hey! What are you doing with my dance partner?". I miss those times oppa. If only I could turn back time. But at least you are happy now right oppa? If anyone is feeling down oppa, be your sunshine self! You haven't been your sunshine self ever since you guys started hated me, but now that I am gone I bet the house will be field with laughter because of your silliness oppa

You'd be a great dancer in the future oppa! Go and show the world your talent! You'd get the girls you want right oppa? Wink wink. Just remember I forgive you for everything you did to me oppa, and theres no need to worry about me. I am now with eomma and appa and we will be watching over you guys. I love you oppa!

-Y/N

I cry and cry until there was no tomorrow. My dance partner. I am sorry, I wasn't able to protect you baby, if only I turned back the time and let the rest of the brothers know your whole story. If only I prevented you from cutting yourself that night......

Flashback

After heading back home after celebrating Namjoon's birthday we enter the house, I was taking off my shoes when Y/N approached Namjoon with a cake, I mentally smiled when Namjoon held the cake but frowned when he smacked it on Y/N's face

Soon the others shouted and kicked her. I frown but acted along with them. I know, I'm such an coward for not protecting her, but I'm afraid that my brothers will disown me if I protect her. I'm such a selfish person

After Y/N ran upstairs the others sat on the couch and started talking about earlier, while I stood there, wondering what Y/N is doing

"Hyung are you gonna join us or just stand there?" Jungkook asked "Yeah we're gonna watch a movie!" Jimin added

"I'm actually kinda tired so I'll pass, maybe tomorrow?" I asked "sure!" Jungkook said as they played the movie

I can't believe I lied. I wasn't tired, I just wanted alone time. I walk pass Y/N's room when I heard her scream

"I HATE MYSELF" she screamed, I went closer to the door and listened

"I'M A MURDERER" she said, I shook my head, denying what she sai, but as if she will see it

"I KILLED MY PARENTS" she screamed again, at this point tears were threatening to fall

I heard a thud, as she sob "I'm a murderer" she cried silently but I still heard. At this point, I was already crying

A wave of guilt engulfs me, I regret everything I did, what I called her, what I did to her, ow I acted towards her, everything, I listen as my precious little bean cried

I back away from the door and wipe my tears "I'm sorry baby" I apologized as I went to my room, recalling everything I did

End of flash back

(did you notice that Hoseok hasn't been abusing her in a while?)

I cried as I remember the horrible things I did to her. I abused her physically and verbally

Flashback

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO MY SPEAKER?!" I shout at Y/N who was curled up in a ball, scared "I w-was cleaning t-t-the dance r-room as you a-asked oppa b-but I a-accidentally s-spilled w-water on your s-speaker, I'm sorry oppa!" she stuttered badly

"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GET ONE THING RIGHT?!" I screamed as I kicked her everywhere. The spots where I kicked are now red "o-oppa pl-please it h-hurts" she cried "shut it!" I said as I kicked her powerfully before leaving her in a crying bloody mess

End of flash back

I felt more tears rushing as the memory of her cutting herself appeared "I'm a monster" I silently cried as I drop to the ground with the letter in my hand

"I'm sorry baby, your brother wasn't able to protect you"