My Brothers Hate Me|| BTS (COMPLETE)

**19**

Taehyung's POV

Dear Taehyung oppa

My weirdest brother! In a good way of course. Oppa! Did you remember when we were kids? You were always the weird one in the group? in a good way of course oppa! I miss those days oppa. days where we worry about nothing. But things are different now. You guys were annoyed at my presence, but I bet you are all happy now, right oppa? Oppa I hope you are happy now, because if you are happy, I am also happy oppa. I'll be watching over you oppa, along with eomma and appa. And oppa remember, I forgive you for all of the things you did to me oppa. You are my brother and will always be my brother oppa

I hope now oppa you would go back to your weird (in a good way) and funny self oppa! I'm sure the others also missed it oppa. I will miss you so much oppa! Saranghae!

-Y/N

"I'm sorry princess" I cry as I hold onto the letter. I am not happy Y/N, I, no, we want you back princess, wake up

I regret everything I did to her, I abuse her, when I should be protecting her. She was and still so young and has a life to live. But she suffered so much pain because of us. We are horrible brothers. 

I suddenly started crying even more when I remembered that I almost killed her

Flashback

I grip Y/N's neck tighter as she desperately breathes for air, I don't know what has gotten on to me, I was so angry for her spilling water on my shirt

"Taehyung! Your taking forever!" I heard one of my brother's scream, making me realize what I was doing, I let go of Y/n as she drops on the floor, coughing for air, I back away and stared at her in shock. I look at my own two hands and look back at Y/N.

I exit the kitchen and saw my brothers sitting there "Hey Taehyung what took you so lo- why is your shirt wet?" Jimin asked

"Y/- I mean the bitch spilled water on me, let me go change real quick" I said trying hard not to stutter, they nod and I went to my room. I sat on my bed and recalled the memory that happened a few minutes ago

Y/N's face. It was turning purple, she was running out of breathe, but still begged me to stop. She could've ended there and then. I lay down on my bed as I clutch onto my pillow as I felt tears run down my cheeks, followed my more

"I almost killed my sister"

End Of Flashback

"Y/N" I mumble as I continue to cry while clutching my pillow with my right hand, holding the letter in the other

Our only princess, your weird brother will try to comeback just for you princess. Me and your brothers really miss you, you know that? If only we could turn back time. I don't think I can ever forgive myself. I hid the letter on my nightstand's drawer as I turn the other side. Tears won't stop falling.  Y/N, princess

I almost killed our only princess