After what happened yesterday umiwas na ako sa kanila. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi malungkot dahil nasanay na ako na lagi silang kasama pero Wala akong magagawa. This is the right thing that I need to do.
Tumungo ako sa pool area para mag practice. I change my clothes and dive in the pool. Paulit paulit, pabalik balik ang aking paglangoy hanggang sa nakaramdam na ako ng pagod. Nanatili ako sa tubig habang naka floating. Its help to relax my mind but not my heart. Sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Actually this is not new to me, I already felt this years ago kaya sanay na ako.
The bad memories came up to my mind. The memories that I want to forget but I Cant because it's still fresh on my mind. I felt incomplete and there's so many questions in my mind.
Why my mom hate me?
Why my dad always ignore me?
Why I need to have a life like this?
I felt my tears falling down to my cheeks. Despite of what happened I still love and care for them. I miss them so much.
But I think they forgot about me, they doesn't care and they didn't missed me.
Muli akong lumangoy pabalik pabalik upang ilabas lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. After ng ilang pabalik balik umakyat ako sa gilid ng pool at hingal na humiga.
I'm so tired!
I close my eyes to relax and rest.
" Bakit kailangan mo pahirapan ang sarili mo?"
I open my eyes and I saw my him looking at me while his hand is on her pocket.
" What are you doing here Gavin?"
" I'm here for you because I know your not ok right now"
I smile " I'm ok"
He tsked " your not good in lying."
Tumayo ako at kinuha ang towel pagkatapos ay umupo sa bench.
" Magiging ok rin ako don't worry "
" Bakit kasi hindi mo pinili kung sino yung gusto mo edi sana masaya ka ngayon"
" Hindi rin ako magiging masaya kung alam Kong may masasaktan isa sa kanila"
" So ok Lang na ikaw ang masaktan?"
" Why not? Sanay na naman ako dyan"
He tssed " you deserve to be happy"
" Masaya ako sa naging decision ko at tsaka ok na rin Yun para tigilan na ako ng mga girls dito sa campus "
" Well it's up to you basta nandito Lang ako para sayo " aniya
" Busy ka naman sa mga girls mo" I joked.
He chuckled " well ganyan talaga kapag handsome"
I rolled my eyes to him.
" Bakit Hindi mo subukan mag seryoso?"
" Wala Yan sa vocabulary ng mga handsome" natatawa nyang sabi
I tsked " kahit kelan talaga"
" Totoo naman sinasabe ko"
" Mag seseryoso karin kapag tinamaan ka ng pag ibig"
" Well let's see"
Napailing nalang ako at hindi na nag salita.
" I need to go baka hinahanap na nila ako" paalam nya.
Ngumiti " sige"
Niyakap nya ako bago naglakad palayo. Napangiti ako dahil kahit papano nabawasan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.
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General FictionMeet Errieah, the girl living in seoul who doesn't felt free , existing and loved by his own parents because of some reason that she didn't even know, One day she decided to escaped and go somewhere that so far to her parents. She want to have a...
