Evening-- I woke up due to the much AC , it was freezing cold. I wore an oversized hoodie and some sweatpants. I open my door as I go to the living room for diner. My eyes were obvious I cried, but I didn't care. "Jesus! Samantha were you crying?" She asked her voice laced with worry. I could feel Billie stare but I didn't care, again she insulted my sexuality and that when I decided to never speak to her again in my life. "No am fine"I say sniffing softly. I looked at my lap as I play with my earrings. Anxiety is eating me up. The food was served as I slowly dug into it, Billie stare never leaving me. Why is she staring at me? She insulted me, maybe that why so she could plan evil things against me. Surprisingly I was the first to finish as I wash my plates. "Goodnight Maggie, fin" I say giving them a small smile. "Won't you say goodnight to Billie?" Maggie asked. "Goodnight all"I say before disappearing to my room. Yes I didn't want to get insulted by Billie so I shut my mouth up and not say anything. ~~~~~~ "You are gay, how disgusting!" my mother screamed. "Am sorry please don't do this, it not my fault!" I begged. My own mum was kicking me out. "You bitch, get out of my house" she says before slamming the door. •••••••• I woke up, both sweat and tears clung to my body. I climbed out of my bed and went to the kitchen to get some water. The water immediately cooled me down. "Samantha calm down, it all a dream it not real" I say rinsing the cup. "It not real, she is not coming back" I chant the mantra. I go to the living room as I see Billie staring at me. Why is she here? Not bothering to say anything, I turn back to go to my room. "Where the fuck are you going?" She asked. Her voice was cold and had this deep accent. "Why do you care?" I say turning to look at her. "I don't give a fuck about your life, my curiosity is just fucking me up!" She spat, her eyes not leaving mine. Swearing is her thing. "Obviously am going to my room, sorry for disturbing you,guess you can't stand someone like me" I spat back, not giving her the chance to say anything, I ran to my room locking the door. Why does she suddenly care? It my life anyway. Sitting in the bed, sleep consumed me.. again. Morning~~~~ The sun peeked through my window, a smile caught my lips. Looking at the morning sun was always my remedy for getting ready for the day. I made my bed as I go to take a shower. Today was cold so I had to use the heater. Coming out, I creamed my body and wore a cozy outfit
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Samantha outfit;) It was comfortable and not to lie it brought out my curves and cleavage. But who am? Who will even notice me? I put my hair in an alien bun before heading out for breakfast. "Woah someone is happy today" I chirp in. Everyone turned to me and yes including Billie. "How was your night?" Maggie asked smiling softly to me. "Umm.. nothing just had a little bit panic attack" I say playing with my hair. "What?!" Maggie bust out making me chuckle. "It nothing, am used to it and by the way it part of my past" I say glancing at Billie who was already staring at me. What her with staring at me? I shrunk on my seat as her stare getting intense. "Billie stop staring at her already" fin says chuckling. A rosy color tinted on her cheeks. Wait was Billie... blushing? "Am not staring, I would never stare at someone like her" she barked. And no this time, it didn't sting cuz I know it not true. "As you say" fin chuckled again. ~~~~~~~~~ "Come on Samantha, don't you want a phone!" Fin whines for the fifth time. "No fin, I will be wasting your money, and I don't know how to use a phone" I say for the fifth time... again "If she don't know how to use a phone why waste our money bro"Billie barked. I roll my eyes as I stand up from the couch. "I will be outside" I say smiling before going to the balcony. $$$$$ The sun was beautiful today, it was pink with a touch of blue. I smile as I look at the clouds. "Someday mother, I hope I will get the chance to see you" I say my voice already cracking a little. "Pfft, you wish" a voice say. Guess who it is, not other than Billie. I ignore her cuz I know she just wants to insult me She doesn't know what I passed thorough either way I don't want her to know. She came to the railings beside me but maintain a very big distance. Wait isn't she the one that says, I shouldn't come near her, now her body isn't resisting me *smirks* The silence consumed us and I didn't mind. I don't want to get in her bad side again. Soon she pull out her phone, and started texting. Ooh I know the game, she is making me jealous because I don't have a phone, and geez it working. "I will take my leave" I mutters quietly. Not even taking close to taking a step, fin busts in, he looked worried and troubled. "Umm. Samantha do you know Mike?" He ask me. Hearing that name, I froze as my eyes widen. Mike is back , and I know he is back for good. "Yes" I replied shaky. "Who is he?" Fin asked. At this point, Billie attention was on me. Gosh those blue eyes "My ex boyfriend" I muttered. "What?!" Billie screamed. "What is it Billie?!" Fin screamed back. "Nothing, where is he?" She says clenching her fist. What up with her? "Outside, and Samantha he is waiting for you" fin says . I take a large glup of my saliva before nodding. As I arrived at the entrance of the door, Billie following us behind. My eyes met those hazel eyes that I never dreamt of seeing. "Long time no see, Samantha" he says, a smirk grazing his pink lips. A/n Ooh what happening? Don't forget to smash the star button down below and comment on your thought ❤️🌹
