dear phil ;; phan

23rd of january

Dear Phil,

You're finally talking to
me again!
You've been talking to me
since the 6th.
I'm happy about that.
But I'm still scared, Phil.
I listened to the voices.
I shouldn't have,
but I did.
I'm sorry, Phil.
It was the only way to stop
them from screaming.
But they've started again
and I'm scared of what I might do.
No, I'm not scared.
I'm terrified.
The voices are eating away at me,
Phil. They know what they want,
and I'm pretty sure they'll get it.
Whether it be sooner or later, I don't
know.
But I'll hold on.
I love you.

Dan.