not just a pretty face - love island 2020

25

- - : MAIN VILLA : - -

I get all dolled up, having painted my nails and toenails white and pop on my favourite dress. A sunflower chiffon midi dress.

'Either way. If he comes back single, I look bomb. If he brings back a girl imma show him he done fucked it.' The girls all laugh at me.

I was confident in the outside but the opposite on the inside.

We head down to the fire pit.

And my stomach starts doing flips as Laura appears.

Rebecca goes first, and picks Jordan.

Then it's Mike, and he comes back with another girl.

'Number 4.' I mumble to Siannise, both of us laughing.

But it means Jess can couple up with Ched.

Who was really just a bigger, better Mike.

And Mike did look a bit bothered.

Then it's Luke M, who brings back a girl too.

And he seems really into her.

Whereas she just says she's overwhelmed but happy.

Oh.

Wasn't keen on her.

Then Siannise is up, and she's panicking.

But Luke T walks in alone.

And everyone's crying.

It was the cutest thing ever.

But, then it's Nas and Demi.

And even though Demi stays loyal, Nas brings in another girl.

My heart literally broke for her, it was horrific.

'Bad guy. Bad guy.' I shake my head.

Then it's just me and Paige left.

And she's next, meaning I'm last.

She stands up and after a long ass wait, Finn comes back single and I almost cry as they both say they've couch surfed.

Then Laura turns to me.

'Saoirse, please stand up.'

I take a deep breath, standing up as I straighten out my dress with a small smile.

'How are you feeling?' I laugh once. 'I'm really nervous. Preparing for the worst, but really really hoping for the best.' I laugh a little, not wanting to look at any of the boys.

'How've the last few days been for you without Callum?' She asks and I sigh.

'Umm, they've been hard. I definitely need to stop moaning at him so much. But, I think I've just missed having him around.' She smiles at me.