Today I was planning of going out, have been stuck here for 2days now and it sucks. Right now am in my room, staring at the sun. It reminds me of my parents. (Flashback) "Mummy, the sky is so pretty" I says, my eyes sparkling in the sun "Yes dear, when you miss me just look up to the sky, I will be watching you" my mom says looking at me before my dad. "Mummy what do you mean?" I say frowning. "Don't mind me dear, the sky will be there for you don't worry" she says, me missing the tears falling from her eyes to her cheeks. (Flashback end) Now I know what she means by that. She will be dead by that time. It really hurts, it looks like they are piercing my heart with a knife. I made my bed and had a shower before going to the dinning. Looks like am early As I enter the kitchen, I can't help but notice it was really clean. My ears seem to be enjoying the tune that was coming from the person Billie! "What!" I shriek. She turn to look at me, her eyes studying me. "Your very weird" she blurts before turning to washing the dishes. "But- your voice - i-it wonderful" I says, me stuttering made her smirk Someone seems to be in a good mood today "You like my voice?" She ask, her blue eyes glittering under the light "Yeah" I say, sitting in the stool. And then it hits me, me and Billie are actually making a real conversation. But why? Why isn't she insulting me? And then my curiosity hits me "Why aren't you insulting me?" I blurts. Well that curiosity of mine ruined everything because her eyes turned back to those icy cold ones " Fuck off!" She spat before leaving the kitchen. So much for having a conversation. ____________ After having my breakfast, I told fin I want to go out, and he agreed. So here I am, in the backseat of the ellish family car. Soon Billie came out, and to be honest she looked amazing, or breath taking
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Entering the car, her smell filling the air. It was amazing. Looking away, my eyes locked at the window. The sky was beautiful, and the trees was green which made the area lovely. Fin puts on the music and my favorite song comes out, as I sing along. "Have been watching you, for sometime, can't stop staring at your ocean eyes" I close my eyes, as the song fill the car. "I really enjoy her music" I blurts out. "Yeah she is amazing" fin say, his eyes on the road. "I wish to meet her one day" I say, looking at the window. "Hahaha funny joke" fin says, giving me a cheeky smile. "What is funny?, I mean it I wish to meet her one day, and when I meet her , I will give her a death hug" I say smiling at my silly thought. "Well let say, you have already meet her" fin says. "Hahaha funny joke" I say smiling. "Seriously, she is sitting near you right now" fin says pointing at Billie. My eyes diverts to Billie, who was already staring at me. "Fin this is a joke" I say chuckling. "Nope" he stays popping the 'p'. "What?!" I screamed. "Jesus, don't break my ear buds!" fin says shouting. "No, no,no, this can't be, so all this while have been giving my praise to her" I say pointing to Billie. "Yeah" fin says slowly. "Well I take it back, I will find a favorite artist one day" I say closing my eyes before opening them back again. "What wrong with Billie?" Fin ask. "Nothing, I just don't like her" I say muttering the last part. "Why?" Billie chirp in, now staring at me, and when I mean staring, she was staring deep into me. Why is talking to me now? "Nothing" I muttered. "Pathetic bitch" she mutters. Rolling my eyes, I came out of the van, my eyes scanning the area. "Where are we?" I ask staring at Billie before at fin. "Billie tour" fin says shoving his hands inside his pockets. "Unbelievable, it like a company" I say my eyes staring at the building. "Yeah right" Billie mutters before going in. Me following fin, we enters the big building or should I say "Billie tour" __________
"Where is my fucking manager?" Billie says, her eyes scanning the area. "He will be here" I say, her eyes now looking at me. "I didn't ask you" she spat with venom. "Well I didn't say you ask" I say "Fuck you!" She says, her voice getting cold. "You wish" I roll my eyes. "Excuse me, am not a fucking gay here" she says, shoving her hands in her pocket. "And is anything wrong with that?" I ask, confusion in my voice. "It fucking disgusting" she says. And then, I shut up. It hurts when I hear that, so I close my eyes and lay my hands on my chin, looking down. Oh no, anxiety is coming! Closing my eyes, I began to mutter. "Everything is okay, no one is going to kill you, mum ,dad loves me" I say repeating the mantra. After some seconds, I can now breath. Opening my eyes, I met those blue ones. "Why are you staring at me?" I ask. "Cuz your acting strange" she says, her face red.. "If you have ever heard of panic attack, well I just had one" I say running circles on my wrist. "Why?" She asks. " Why do you want to know about my life, you hate me anyways, so just leave me alone" this seems to shut her up as I sigh in relief. ||||||||||||||||| When we arrived home, I helped Maggie with the dishes as Billie eats her Takis. "Samantha, can i ask you something?" Maggie asks. " Yeah" i say drying my hands. "Where are your parents?". _______________ A/n Getting intense? Don't forget to smash the star button down below and comment on your thought. 😘❤️👋
