Glory In Me

Chapter 29

Early the next morning, Yu Tu formally returned to work at the institute and went to Professor Zhang's office first. Professor Zhang knew his return for a long time, his expression seemed very calm, and he answered with a little love.　　He sat at the table and flipped through a feasibility study report, "I don't listen to you. Lao Hu also went to Xi'an with a call, and he was willing to come back? Am I your teacher or he is your teacher?"　　Old man one The face looked upset, but Yu Tu knew that he was not really angry, and explained in a deep voice: "It has nothing to do with Hu Suo, in Xi'an...I have figured it out myself."　　"I really figured it out?" Professor Zhanghe Going to the report I was reading, pinched his eyebrows, and put away the pretense just now, "Old Hu asked you to go to work directly when you came back from Xi'an. You didn't agree. Isn't it because you still have doubts?"　　He sighed. Don't worry about what I said last time. Later, I also thought about it carefully. The environment you are facing now is different from ours. It will be difficult for us, but which industry is not difficult. Everyone is the same. , On the contrary, there is no gap in the heart. Now it is different. The cost of living for young people is higher, and the difference between industries is big. How can people's hearts remain unchanged, and change is human nature. What I said last time has gone away Actually and humanly, I want to apologize to you for this."　　Yu Tu was a little touched, "Teacher..."　　Professor Zhang waved to interrupt him, "So I will understand all your choices, no matter how you choose you are my student. . But if people come back, they still have doubts and hesitations in their hearts, but they can't do anything well."　　He asked again, "Did you really figure it out?" It was　　obviously what he said, but faced with the teacher. After careful questioning, Yu Tu thought of something outside of work inexplicably...　　He avoided the positive answer, and said in a deep voice, "I will do my best."　　Professor Zhang nodded comfortably, "That's good, we aerospace The team is getting younger and younger. Last year, there was a 35-year-old in Beijing who became the chief teacher. I hope you will work hard in this direction."　　Having said that, Professor Zhang remembered and asked, "Why is Guanzai suddenly sick? Doesn't matter?"　　Yu Tu paused and said, "He said　　it's okay. He told my colleagues not to look at him." "This person has this temper." Professor Zhang relieved, "Then you have to bear more of his work, go. Get busy."　　Yu Tu nodded and was about to go out when the old man called him again.　　"The female celebrity last time was actually pretty good, and it makes sense..." The old man coughed, his expression a little uncomfortable, but he quickly assumed the posture of a strict master, "Your own life-long events are also I have to think about it. I think she's good. You have to be more active... Okay, go."　　Yu Tu didn't move. He was silent for a while, and looked up at his teacher, as if asking him or asking. Myself: "Teacher, what can I do?" The　　old man was taken aback, and then he was out of anger: "I don't understand it. You are a decent future chief teacher and graduated from a prestigious school. Why is it not worthy of a female star? Money? Then even if you earn millions and tens of millions of dollars a year, no one earns too much　　money. Why are you not confident?" "Our aerospace is the most romantic career, how can there be something like you," the old man drove him out in anger, "Go and go. Just look at you and get angry." On　　　　the first day of returning to work, Yu Tu didn't take a long shift. He left the unit after six o'clock and went directly to Huashan Hospital.　　When entering the ward, Guanzhe was arguing with his wife Shen Jing. Guanzai saw Yu Tu as if he saw a savior, and pointed his head to Yu Tu and said, "You ask him if he has a girlfriend. How can I not bother to sell your younger sister... Oh no, introduce."　　His wife He glared at him, then turned to look at Yu Tu, "How long was the last time I ate at my house? I have a girlfriend after two months?"　　Yu Tu paused for a moment before nodding and cooperating: " Yes."　　"The picture, take a look."　　Of course Yu Tu couldn't get it out. His wife said angrily, "If you don't have it, you won't have it. If you don't like it, you won't be able to see it. Do you need to be so unpretentious?"　　Guan In a hundred mouths, he looked at Yu Tu condemningly, "You are so bragging, saying that other girls like you, don't even have a picture?"　　It doesn't mean that the way answered, he flattered his wife again, "My wife, I tell you that this person is actually a frustration when looking at him honestly. I was deceived by him in the past. I have just discovered the truth after he kept vigil these days. Your junior sister's introduction also harmed your junior sister."　　Yu Tu brought up the spirit and participated in the topic: "How did I lose it?"　　Guan Zai triumphantly: "You watched female celebrity videos more than once in the middle of the night. I saw it. Is this what a serious man did?"　　Yu Tu frowned, but did not deny: "I am wearing headphones... wake you up?"　　Guan Zai said, "No, I slept too much during the day. I couldn't fall asleep at night. I woke up and saw it. What is the name of that female star? She is quite famous."　　Shen Jing looked at Yu Tu, quite surprised and interested, "Yu Tu, you still like stars. I really can't see it, which female star?"　　Yu Tu's face was normal and answered: "Qiao Jingjing."　　Guan Zai quickly said, "Yes, it's her. Look, admit it, I'll say it's not reliable. Well, I'm still in my 30s and chasing stars. I can see that I am a womanizer, not as honest and cute as I am."　　　　Guan Zai Hu Kan still looks as good as before, but in the end he is weak and talks less and less after a while. Quietly fell asleep. The ward that was still lively just now fell silent.　　Shen Jing stared quietly on his pale face for a while, stood up and said to the road, "Let's go out."　　Sitting on the chair outside the ward, Shen Jing explained to him, "Just deliberately and Just kidding, don't take it to heart, I don't want him to think..."　　She didn't say anything.　　Yu Tu said: "I understand."　　Shen Jing smiled reluctantly, "Actually, I don't want to introduce my younger sister to you."　　Her tone was very calm, "What should I do when people complain about me? It looks like I can't see anyone all day long, I only know work. In the longest one, half of the year is not at home, and the remaining half is working overtime every day."　　Before Yu Tu, I often heard Shen Jing complaining about being locked up at work and not taking care of home. Every time he went to shut down for dinner, Shen Jing always had to say it again. But at that time, she was smiling. Complaining was not a real complaint, but a pleasure.　　But now, it is really heartbroken. She murmured: "Speaking doesn't count. If you say yes, when he is better, he will apply to take me to the launch site to see his works fly into space... He always lie to me, always speaks nothing. ......"　　Shen Jing said repeatedly, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, covering his face, tears falling in large numbers.　　Yu Tu was silent.　　This situation has been unfolding over the past few days. How strong Shen Jing is in front of him, how fragile he is in places where he cannot see, it seems that it will collapse anytime and anywhere. At first he would comfort him, but gradually he understood that any verbal comfort was too pale and had no effect. What Shen Jing needed was not comfort, but catharsis.　　He raised his head and leaned on the back of the chair, staring at the ceiling of the hospital dreamily, and suddenly remembered the figure who had been pressing in his heart for a day.　　Thinking of the fading light in her eyes, thinking of her saying: "I will never ask you why again."　　Then she turned around, stepped on high heels, step by step, and walked away firmly and proudly.　　Looking at her back at that moment, many crazy thoughts flooded his mind, such as rushing to grab her, hug her, lock in his arms...　　But then, what can he give her?　　Maybe even the most basic care can't be done well.　　　　After a while, Shen Jing recovered his calm. Yu Tu handed her a tissue, and she wiped her tears. "Sorry, let you listen to my complaints every day. I actually don't really blame him."　　"I just like him being so dedicated and serious, but I think we still have a lot of time. When we get old, we have a lot of things. But now there is no more time."　　Yu Tu said at this moment : "The doctor said there is great hope for a cure."　　Shen Jing shook his head: "You don't understand."　　She did not say anything, looked at the phone, stood up and said:. "Caged said to have picked up the child home, one will come, he vigil tonight, while back really hard for you"　　caged brother is locked up in , Is a freelance photographer, has been running abroad before, and rushed back yesterday.　　Yu Tu also stood up, "It should be."　　　　When he woke up, there was no sound in the ward. Yu Tu stood against the wall opposite the bed, with his head down, not knowing what he was thinking.　　The patient in the bed next door was discharged from the hospital this morning and was kept in the usual noisy house, but now I found that there was still some movement in the ward. He coughed, and Yu Tu raised his head, "Wake up?"　　"Well. You haven't gone back? Where's Ajing?"　　"Sister-in-law has gone home to look after the baby, but the lock-up hasn't arrived. I will wait for him to come before leaving. "Yu Tu shook the bed up a bit and poured him a cup of warm water.　　Guanzao took a few sips slowly, "I went to bed just now, did your sister-in-law cry again?"　　Yu Tu took the cup and put it back on the table without answering.　　Guan Zai sighed: "The circles under my eyes are always red. I still pretend to be in front of me,　　stupidly ." "You are not stupid, you are sick until now." A　　trace of regret appeared on Guan's face. "Usually there are some minor illnesses and pains, I don't know it is so serious, otherwise I will come early." He looked at Yu Tu, "Don't you do this? Now cancer is not a terminal disease. I checked it and I got this kind of cure. Hope is high, my willpower can definitely overcome."　　Yu Tu nodded, 　　"Okay , I believe you."　　"Are you officially back to work today?""Yeah."　　"Not leaving?"　　"No."　　"Because of me?"　　"Don't be so big."　　Guan Zai smiled, "I don't want to come to the hospital in the future. You're going to be so busy, bah bah... I'm busy flying."　　When he mentioned this topic, he explained some of the problems at work, and then again told, "Don't tell the people in the unit about me, Hu Suo knows it, I don't want to deal with Xiao Meng and the others. "　　I know."　　"I can't do the work for at least two years, anyway, I'll leave it to you."　　Yu Tu said with an "um" and said flatly: "Don't worry." It　　　　was almost eleven when I got home. Yu Tu walked to the sofa and sat down, exhausted from the bottom of his heart. Zhai Liang happened to come out of the bathroom with his mobile phone and jumped in front of him with a strange cry when he saw him.　　"You finally came back? Why didn't you reply to my WeChat." He hurriedly clicked on a video on his phone and handed it to Yu Tu. "It was posted in the class group just now and everyone is discussing it. What's the matter? "　　Yu Tu's gaze slowly moved to the phone. In the video, he and Qiao Jingjing are standing on the stage of the kpl for an interview with the host.　　Zhai Liang squatted on the side of the sofa and looked at him: "I wondered, could this be...'you can see it everywhere on the street'?"　　Yu Tu involuntarily took the phone in his hand, his eyes fell, and the camera gave Qiao Jingjing a close-up. , She smiled at the camera.　　So he bent his mouth, put the phone on the coffee table, stood up and said, "Never see again."