a doubting look washed over the pale boy's face "you sure you can afford that ?"
I scoffed disappointed they all must've thought I was dreadfully poor
I couldn't control the hurt look on my face from showing before anyone could add on to what yoongi said
the door bell rang echoing throughout the small apartment I got up opening the door seeing as jungkook and namjoon had finally arrived
jungkook smiled brightly before letting himself in whilst namjoon cautiously looked around before slowly entering
"hoseok can you please get them up to speed I'm going to change" I mumbled trudging into my room
I changed into a set of pajamas to drowned in my own thoughts to care what I was wearing
why did what yoongi say bother me so much ? maybe its because it remind me of when I was going through my changes reminded me how pathetic
I was then.."I'll never be like that again" I mumbled hot tears swelled up in corners of my eyes
someone quietly knocked on my door "come in" I whispered I heard the door creek open and close
"you okay y/n ? I heard what happened" jiyong's soft voice rang in my ears relaxing my shoulders
I sniffed not turning to face him as hot tears rolled down my cold cheeks cherry pigment dusted on my cheeks from the freezing cold draft of my open window
In the corner of my room "y/n ?" jiyong sweetly called my name again breaking me
as I turned around running into his arms like a toddler to it's mother if it was injured
I sobbed quietly letting out a small whimper as I rubbed my head in his chest wrapping my arms around his waist
"hey hey tell jiyong what's wrong baby?" he cooed softly running hands through my hair
"grey ! grey!" I softly yelled jiyong hummed patting my lower back it was my code word for what happened back then
"I'm not weak I'm not!" I choked out jiyong pulled me closer "I know baby I know" he rocked me back and forth in his arms
calming me down jiyong always knew how to calm me down he hugged me lifting me up by
my waist I laughed feeling as my feet lifted off the ground as he fixed his posture from crouching to comfort me