All of this was a mistake. Going to public school, trying to fit in, meeting Michael. All of this was just a huge mistake I wish I never made. This would have never happened if I didn't meet him. I could've stayed home and did what I was supposed to do, I could've just been happy with what I had and not focus on what I didn't have. If I never wanted to fit in I wouldn't be sitting here missing the fuck out of Michael.
Why did I ever want to fit in anyway? Why did that even sound appealing to me? Even though I 'fit in' for a short while during school, I still didn't fit in. Ashton, Michael, Calum and I were still out casts. We didn't fit in at school. I wasted all this time trying to be normal only to realize that there is no such thing as normal.
Now I have to take on a huge responsibility that I'm not ready for. I'm scared. I'm scared just like how Jane was scared. What if I'm just like her? What if I can't do this? I need to stop thinking-
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A/n this is just a filler but the stories picking up guys shit is gonna happen I think. I'm actually crying in excitement. -Camie
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Random"He makes me feel different. The good kind of different. The kind of different that doesn't make me feel like I'm alone. Almost like he understands how I feel." "He's like a breath of fresh air in this polluted society and I can't get enough of him...
