When You Die In His Arms

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Chrollo:

-he didn't want to accept the fact you were dying
-even tho anyone could see it by the way your eyes were slowly losing there light
-he would be frantically flipping threw his book trying to come up with a solution
-if some of the members were around
-the braver of them would try to tell him there's no use
-to witch he would snap at them until you weakly cup his face and he'd turn his attention to you
-smiling faintly as you used your other hand to gently close his book shaking your head
-and at that point he couldn't deny it any longer
-"tell me..." your voice pleaded cracking from pain as you winced
-"that I was worth... something to you?" You asked desperately looking into chrollo's eyes for an answer
-and you got one as he teared up holding your weakening hand to his cheek
-"more than anything" he whispered squeezing your hand before your eyes lost the last of there light
-and tears streamed down his face and onto your pale skin

Kirapika:

-Kirapika's lost many people in his life
-he would be in absolute agony losing you as well
-he'd be uncontrollably sobbing begging you to stay with him
-he doesn't want you to leave him too
-but you can't cheat death
-so while your dying your trying to comfort Kirapika
-"listen... listen to me Kirapika" you say breathlessly
-and Kirapika muffles his cries as he looks to you smiling sadly at him with teary eyes
-"your-your the strongest person" you wince hissing in pain and Kirapika tries helping but doesn't do much good
-"the strongest person I know... but I-" you cough a little grimacing in pain
-and Kirapika's tears become worse as he sees the light in your eyes fading
-"I'm not... asking you to be strong" you say trying to muster a smile "be happy" you wish
-before the light fades from your eyes and a soft line of a smile settles on your face
-as Kirapika silently sobs holding you close to him

Killua:

-Killua always hated seeing you in pain
-so watching your die was equivalent to torture
-he tried his darnest not to cry he didn't want you to see him so pitiful in your last moments
-and he knew they were your last moments he's seen enough death to know
-"Killua" you called nose scrunching in pain hand squeezing killuas tightly
-"yeah" is all Killua said so you couldn't hear his voice crack
-"please... make the pain stop" you pleaded and Killua's eye's only welled with more tears
-"make it quick" you said as Killua took a blade from his pocket
-Killua didn't want to do it he didn't want to be the one to end it but you were in obvious pain
-and asking him to he wouldn't refuse your final wishes
-"I love you" Killua choked "I'm sorry I didn't tell you enough" he cried
-tears threatening to spill from his eyes as his blade hovered above your heart
-and you'd fought threw the pain to clasp his hands
-"your allowed to love... and be loved" you said quietly causing killuas tears to over flow
-"remember that..."

gon:

-Gon was trying his best to keep a big smile on as your eyes slowly dimmed
-but you could see threw his glossy eyes
-he didn't want you to feel like you were dying he hoped that if he was cheerful enough
-maybe you'd feel like you were just taking a nap and you'd wake back up
-he didn't want you to be scared so he smiled
-but it hurt him and you could tell he was trying not to brake down
-you smiled softly as he talked with you about normal things trying to keep your mind off the situation
-"Gon" you called but he kept talking distracting himself more than you
-"Gon" you called louder this time gaining his attention "I'm dying" you stated
-and gons smile wavered "no no don't talk like that you'll be fine" Gon lied
-"lying doesn't suit you Gon" you laughed painfully wincing
-as you took gons hand "your allowed to cry... you don't... have to smile for my sake..."
-you said and just like that gons eyes welled with tears
-"your my reason to smile" Gon choked on tears
-"be the light... this world needs Gon" you smiled before your eyes closed for the last time

Shalnark:

-shalnark was sobbing as you'd died
-you were his life his life was centered around you
-you were his sun and without sun the world is dark
-"you cant take her" shalnark sobbed clinging to you staining your shoulder with tears
-and you smiled mustering the strength to stroke his hair
-"shalnark..." you called feebly "my one" you coxed
-"my only" shalnark choked looking at you threw tears
-"I'll play you... next round aye?" You asked and shalnark stifled a sad laugh
-"in the next game... we're forced into" you whispered eyes starting to dim
-"no... no no no people need you! you can go! I need you! I need you (u)!!" Shalnark cried
-tears streaming down his face as he tried to keep you conscious
-"you win... this round... Shal"

Feitan:

-feitan refused to cry
-dame it he wanted to scream and shout and cry and hurt someone
-but he rushed to show it as he sat by your side trying to calm you
-"feitan... I'm not ready" you said teary eyed
-"I don't wanna die yet" you said voice cracking as you grimaced in pain
-it was one of the only moments feitan had ever disliked seeing someone in pain
-"is this- is this karma?" You hiccuped "for-for-"
-"hay" feitan quieted in an unusually soft tone
-"I'm here" feitan said blinking back tears "I'll always... be here"
-he'd seen it countless times
-light fading from a persons life but he'd never hated it like he did then in that moment
-"I'll find my way back to you..." you whispered before your eyes dulled

illumi:

-illumi didn't cry
-he just felt numb
-like you'd betrayed him
-he loved you
-you were supposed to be with him
-stay by his side forever
-but you failed
-no he failed
-and that realization broke him
-"I'm sorry" illumi told you "I should have been better"
-"I can't even cry when I'm losing you" illumi said
-and you smiled sadly "illumi... I don't need you... to cry for me"
-"I just want to know... that I made... you feel something" you said eyes dimming
-"more than you know" illumi said softly shutting your eyes as the lost there light

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