𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥 - 𝐑𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐲 𝐑𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐡 ♫

65.

- Rodrick Moore -
- Los Angeles, California -

"we gon be ight" i mumbled as Vanessa cried into my chest. i'm glad she's finally talking to me again. even though it's like this, i'd rather have her let out her emotions then keep them in.

"roddy i can't" she looked up at me as her breathing hitched.

"shh" i wiped her eyes. "calm down first, mama" i sighed as she continued to cry.

i hate seeing her like this.. but aborting our baby again?

i ain't lettin' that happen.

ion even know how she pregnant! i don't pull out but she been on birth control and allat .

"please don't make me" she sniffled. "i can't do this again. not yet" she shook her head. "please"

"Vanessa i love you wit everything in me" i sighed lifting her hand up kissing over her ring. "you gon be my wife in a month" i chuckled lightly. "but baby i'm not gon let you abort this baby"

"why can't you just see my side!" she cried. "it makes no sense! you always used to talk about how things were always one sided but that's what your doing now!" she got off the bed.

"because this our baby's LIFE we're talking about!" i argued.

"and i should get a say!" her voice cracked.

"Vanessa i want this baby" i sighed walking over to her. "ion care if it's another daughter or son i just want them to grow up. i can already see your lil bump bae" i wiped her cheeks. "we have everything we need to have another baby" i explained. "a baby is a blessing from god, Mama. don't give it back"

she sighed before nodding a little.

"okay" i smiled leaning down connecting our lips slowly.

"i love you" i said laying my forehead against hers. "believe that, Vanessa" i closed my eyes enjoying being with her.

i knew she wants this baby.

she's just scared about how it'll effect her getting into her nursing career and shit.

but no matter if i got enough money or not, i'll always have ALL my kids.

when Vanessa aborted our baby without telling me.. it broke the shit outta me.