<ima be venting in this one so yeah>
"you dont deserve love" my now ex boyfriend colby said to me. we were together for about a year and it went down hill a couple days ago. i guess i will have to tell you the whole story so you understand why he said that to me.
3 days ago.
i was on my way back from work at the coffee shop. it was a very long and hard day as it was a monday and most of the people i serve are going back to work. if you work in a coffee shop, are a bar tender etc ... you will understand me. kinda. anyway, back to the story.
i was walking into mine and colbys shared apartment when i could hear faint noise in the distance. weird. i thought he was out with sam and i would be alone for a couple more hours. i brushed it off as me being tired and my mind is playing tricks on me. or so i thought.
when i got closer to the bedroom. i heard what i didnt want to hear. another girl making noises. not good noises anyway. my heart broke right there and then.
i slowly opened the door and saw a sight that i didnt think i would see again. well my first boyfriend cheated on me and colby said that he wouldnt do that to me and i guess he lied. guess? he did lie.
"colby?" i said with a shaking voice
he turned around and looked me dead in the eyes. regret washed over his face after he realised what he had done.
"its not what it lookes like" he said getting of the girl and putting his clothes back on that were scattered over the floor.
"no. it is exactly it looks like colby" i said trying to get out of the room but getting dragged back in by my arm.
"please let me explain myself" he said begging with tears welling in his eyes.
"you dont need to explain yourself colby. you have already explained yourself by showing that i am not good enough by hooking up with someone else" i said finally getting out of the room and away from the two people.
"you were never good enough for him and you are just a slut and a worthless piece of shit" i heard the girl calling from the other room. what?
"excuse me? i am a slut? i am not the one hooking up with a girls boyfriend for god sake!" i said slightly raising my voice but not enough that i would get heated.
"dont speak to her like that" colby said from behind me.
"are you kidding me? you are sticking up for her? the person you were hooking up with?" i said while turning my attention back to him.
"yeah because you were sleeping out with other boys this whole relationship!" he said coming closer to me. to be honest, it was scaring me.
"I HAVE NEVER SLEPT WITH ANYONE COLBY!" i said coming closer to his face to show that i wasn't scared. "YOU DONT EVEN HAVE ANY EVIDENCE TO PROVE THAT I SLEP WITH PEOPLE!" i guess he realised what was happening by now. "i bet that girl in there said i did that so she could get you all to herself and have me out the picture"
"and it looks like it worked" the girl from the bedroom said and walked over to colby. she wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his chest. it physically heart me and i could feel hot steamy tears rolling down my face.
"im so sorry y/n i should have listened to you instead of her" he said pushing the girl away and you could see on her face that she was offended and pissed that he was now talking my side.
"there is no point in you apologising now colby. the damage is done and there is no point in fixing it" i said walking to the door and grabbing my work bag.
"so you are just gonna leave then" he said waving his arms up and down distressed. i nodded my head and reached for the handle. "you dont deserve love" he said and i had to be strong and hold myself together.
"goodbye colby. have a great life. i will get kat to collect my things" and i left. i walked down the hall and over to sams door and gave it a faint knock. my body was weak and i felt as if i was going to collapse then and there. luckily he hear me and opened the door.
"i heard the fight" sam said and brought me into a bear hug and i just broke down sobbing. he brought me in the apartment and closed the door behind himself.
i could tell that kat was here because i could smell her fresh perfume on his shirt mixed with his natural smell. i dont know how long i was hugging him but kat had come and hugged from behind and i was in the middle.i pulled away from sam and he did as well as kat but still staying close.
"can i stay here a couple nights until i find a place" i managed to get out whilst whipping my tears away.
"you can stay as long as you need" sam said. i always knew i could count on him. he was like a brother to me and i was so great full we met that night in the park.
"sam go out and get us some snacks. we are gonna binge watch movies and have a great time" a small smile appeared on my face for the first time in a while.
"you guys dont have to do that for me" i was overwhelmed with emotions and how good these two were treating me.
"you are like a sister to us and we hate seeing you upset. go and take a shower and kat will get you some of my closes you can change into" sam said and grabbed his keys and left the apartment.
"thankyou so much kat. i dont know where i would be without you" she pulled me into her chest and we hugged a little and swayed side to side and pulled apart. "you dont have to thank me now go and take a shower"
we laughed a little and i hopped in the shower and cleaned myself from head to toe.
for the rest of the night me and kat cuddled up to sam and watched movies and managed to stay up until 3am. i am so great full for them and i love them with my whole heart.
<1133 words>
pretty sure my imagines are turning sad and idk how to feel about that. vote and comment?
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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