Hunter x Hunter Boyfriend Scenarios & One Shots

When You Attempt To Commit Suicide

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Chrollo:

-it was after pakunoda and Uvo had been killed
-you slowly sunk into depression
-you weren't motivated to do anything
-you didn't want to talk or spend time with people
-not even the troupe
-you just wanted to be alone
-chrollo had tried to make you happy but you'd just smile and thank him before going off and disappearing
-only to show up later worse than you were before
-he knew your mental state wasn't good but he didn't think it was that bad
-you'd been taking a bath late one night
-chrollo had been up late reading his book while you'd been soaking for hours
-he knew the water had to be cold by now and he didn't want you catching cold
-so he told you he was coming in waiting a moment before opening the door
-and his eyes widened seeing you
-the water you were bathing in mixed with the blood from your slit wrists
-one arm under water and other over the side of the tub blood oozing down the side of the tub pooling on the floor
-your head was only bearly above the crimson water as you lied there passed out cold from blood loss
-he quickly called machi in as he wrapped towels around your wrists to stop the bleeding
-his shouting had woke the base up and upon coming running machi was horrified seeing you
-she immediately started using her nen stitches to close up the cuts and chrollo could only watch
-he'd been right there when this happened there was only a wall between the two of you
-and he didn't even realize that as he was enjoying a book you were trying to kill yourself
-the base had hurd the commotion and everyone woke up
-there was an anxious silence that lingered as the members all gathered waiting to hear from there boss
-they knew you were struggling so they had there suspicions of what was happening but had hoped otherwise
-machi told chrollo everyone was waiting to know what happened
-he didn't know what to do or what he should have done to prevent the situation
-he only shook his head to machi and she nodded leaving the room and she told everyone that they should go to bed
-you'd woken up that night dressed and out of the bathtub now lying in bed
-your wrist's completely healed not even the trace of a scar left
-chrollo was sat at the foot of the bed his hair a mess and blood on his hands
-you blinked up at the ceiling in disappointment as you sighed
-hearing you chrollo turned and you saw the tears in his eyes
-"tell me what to do" chrollo asked "tell me what to do to make you happy I'll get you what ever you want do anything" chrollo pleaded
-"give pakunoda and Uvo back to me?" You asked and chrollo winced
-that was the one thing he couldn't give you
-"I'll find a way (u)" he promised holding your hands as tears fell from his eyes
-even if it was a lie he knew he had to say it
-he wanted you to live after all as selfish as that was
-machi and chrollo were the only ones to know what actually happened that night
-you decided to tell the others the next morning that you'd fallen and cut yourself on the counter
-as time went on Chrollo actually thought that he might be able to give you what you wanted with his nen
-and that was enough for you to not give up hope

Tserriednich:

-you couldn't take it any more you'd killed someone
-sure you'd been surrounded by death because of your work with Tserriednich
-you didn't mind seeing it or causing pain but killing someone?
-you were never the one to pull the trigger
-you never wanted to kill anyone but you had no choice
-they had a gun pointed to Tserriednich's head
-with out hesitation you'd shot the boy dead
-he was young and obviously just a dumb kid who got himself into a bad situation
-a bad situation that forced you to shoot him
-seeing the body only made it worse you were hyperventilating as the boy didn't blink
-he didn't breath he didn't move he didn't anything
-he was dead and you had killed him
-Tserriednich could see that you were horrified by your reaction
-you were visibly shaking and you dropped your gun
-you ended up throwing up after the body was moved from the room
-Tserriednich was sure to cover any evidence that you were the one who fired a round
-and he was sure to have the body hid to where no one could find it
-but he knew you weren't handling the situation well so he gave you as much time off as you wanted
-for a week Tserriednich hadn't seen you
-you didn't want to work and you didn't want to go anywhere or do anything
-Tserriednich thought if he gave you time everything would go back to normal but it didn't it only got worse
-the guards wanted to voice there concern but they knew it'd only make the situation worse
-so they kept silent about how you'd hide in the bathroom to cry at night
-eventually it was all too much you felt the death of another weighting on you like it would crush you
-so you thought you would try to make it right an eye for and eye
-you'd finally left the guards rooms walking down the hall
-you got many weird looks because of how Terrible you looked hair a mess and tear stained cheeks
-you walked down the halls to the elevator to the roof
-you stood along the edge in the dark for some time you were scared to fall so you didn't look down
-but that boy must have been scared too so it was only right that you died to make amends for what you did
-closing your eyes you let yourself sigh as you fell the breeze felt calming but you felt the pain of impact far too soon
-your whole body hurt but you were painfully alive
-you couldn't understand how though you'd jumped from a 20 story building it wasn't possible
-you were found that night out cold on one of the balconies bellow where you'd jumped
-when Tserriednich saw a look of horror come over the face of the guard stationed in his room as he listened to his ear piece
-he knew something was wrong
-the gaurd gulped and looked shaken he couldn't look Tserriednich in the eye
-"she... it's (u) sire they-" the guard cleared his shaken voice before continuing
-"she was on the roof and- they found her on one the balconies she- they don't think she fell" the guard choked
-Tserriednich understood what had happened the instant he hurd the word "roof"
-he made emergency calls for a helicopter to life flight you to the nearest hospital
-he didn't understand at the time just how much killing that gunman had effected you he though you'd be fine
-but you weren't okay as you laid in a hospital bed your body aching from your fall
-you woke up and seeing the white hospital room you were in you started to silently cry
-you'd lived and it wasn't fair you were supposed to die like that boy had
-when Tserriednich got the call that you were awake he immediately went to the hospital
-you'd been unconscious for a few days but you were stable
-and would make a full recovery thanks to all the money Tserriednich put into getting you the best medical attention he could buy
-when he got to the hospital the doctors told him he shouldn't visit you at the moment
-but he was given permission to see you sense he was the one paying for your treatment
-when he came into the room he almost didn't recognize you
-you looked broken
-you wouldn't make eye contact with him or even look in his direction for that matter
-"I don't understand I made it all go away (u) no one will know so why?" Tserriednich asked you desperately
-he didn't understand it
-"your wrong it won't go away" you whispered voice shaking and small "it won't go away til I make up for my actions"
-"That will make it better right? Tell me what will make this go away" he asked you and you glanced to him
-"the family" you croaked "the family? What about them?" Tserriednich asked hoping for a solution
-"I want to confess to them" you said and Tserriednich's eye's widened
-you'd be admitting to your crime but if that made you happy agin he'd find a way
-"okay will that make you better agin?" Tserriednich asked in desperation
-he'd been with out you for a week and he realized he needed you
-desperately like a drug he was addicted to
-so desperately that it didn't matter what he had to do to keep you
-you nodded and so Tserriednich found the mother of the boy and brought her for you to meet
-he didn't tell you that he paid the woman lots of money for her to keep quite and forgive you
-Tserriednich would spend how ever much money he needed if it meant you'd stay with him
-and it didn't matter how unlawful or unethical
-or if he had to hire an actress to deceive you as long as it made you happy agin