𝑰'𝒎 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆, 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚,
𝑰'𝒎 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆
𝒀𝒆𝒂𝒉, 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕
𝑰'𝒎 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆, 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚,
𝑰'𝒎 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒖𝒔
-𝓘𝓪𝓶𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓼𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓮
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Seonghwa sighed for the nth time, feeling disappointed in himself. He has been reading some comments on their recent MVs and the comeback stages. But instead of reading the good ones like any other idols would do, Seonghwa was reading the bad ones.
Everyone knew about it and they would ask him but the older would brush them off by saying it was fine and it motivate him to do better. But the truth was that he wasn't fine and it didn't motivate him one bit. In fact it made him feel bad about himself.
Some of the comments were how much San would have been better as the centre instead of Seonghwa or Yeosang should've done the main part since his deep voice would've fit perfectly.
But what made him feel worst was when he saw comments about how cute San and Wooyoung were. Of course he didn't mind them hanging out since they were best friends but the way the fans shipped them and most of them assuming that they were dating made Seonghwa feel jealous and sad.
Seonghwa had always felt insecure about the way he looks since he was younger. This was the reason why he grew his bangs. So that it could cover his eyes to not be able to look at himself.
Now that he was thinking of that, he noticed that Wooyoung has been spending most of his time in San's room than their shared one. It made him imagine things that weren't good. But there was one question that was bothering him.
Was Wooyoung cheating on him?
Seonghwa shook his head. Wooyoung would never do that. He stood up and went downstairs where he saw San and Wooyoung yet again together.
"Woo?"
"Hmm?"
The younger lifted his head up and look at the older who was slightly pouting, desperate for Wooyoung's attention.
"Can we cuddle?"
"Not now Hwa. I have something important to do."
Seonghwa had enough of the younger's behaviour. It looked like he was avoiding the older and Seonghwa didn't like it one bit. With all the comments about the two on his mind, he couldn't think straight.
"Oh really? So what things are important than your boyfriend huh?"
"Hwa. Don't start with this now. You know that you are more important to me than anything but right now I need to help San."
"You always need to help San. Can't he do the 'important thing' by himself? Does he really needs you?"
"Hwa stop it. You are being immature."
"Am I really the one being immature? Well I'm sorry that I got annoyed because my own BOYFRIEND doesn't spend time with me anymore."
"Hwa. Listen to me. I'll give you all the cuddles and kisses you want but for now let me help San."
"You know what? HECK WITH YOU AND YOUR AFFECTION. STAY WITH SAN, CUDDLE WITH HIM, KISS HIM AND FUCK HIM. YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T NEED ME ANYMORE."
Seonghwa stormed out of the room and went to his own, slamming the door in the process.
