Self-doubt

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I fell after my talk with Ruby that it was only fair that I told Elijah that Ruby wanted to start a relationship with him which I think is great she deserves to know that part of her family and I think I need to be the one to tell Elijah that Ruby is ready

As I waited outside the coffee shop I saw Elijah walking towards me

he looked at me quite anxious "India I didn't think I'd be hearing from you so quick is everything okay "

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he looked at me quite anxious "India I didn't think I'd be hearing from you so quick is everything okay "

I looked at him I could see with in his eyes that he was scared about what I was about to say "yes everything is fine I just wanted to tell you that I spoke with Ruby and she would very much like to know you "

I don't think I've ever seen him look so happy" that's incredible thank you so much when can we sit down and talk "

I started to laugh "Elijah we're not sitting down and talking I didn't make this decision this was Ruby she wants to know who she is about the other side of her family,this is her decision and I'm supporting it she wants to know you first before meeting you and the family but I must warn you Elijah she's anxious that you'll be disappointed with who she is "

He looked bewildered at what I just said"How could she possibly think that I've met her twice and I can tell the cheese everything I ever wanted in a child she is beautiful and sassy and confident and everything like her mother what more could I want "

I smiled at him "I know that more than anybody but Ruby has made scenarios up her entire life where she doesn't have a father She went through millions thinking it was because of her not stuck within her brain for years I spent most of her life tr...

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I smiled at him "I know that more than anybody but Ruby has made scenarios up her entire life where she doesn't have a father She went through millions thinking it was because of her not stuck within her brain for years I spent most of her life trying to explain to her that it wasn't because of her she might come out confident but she still has a little girl inside who just wants her dad so I mean this from the bottom of my heart Elijah don't disappoint her don't hurt her because I don't think I could take watching her fall apart because of you "

He moved closer to me our eyes connected " I will never disappear from her life again I will do whatever it takes to make her happy I promise you that"

I smiled at him " and Elijah Mikaelson always keeps his word "I said as I walked away
Ruby

After my talk with mum I just needed to breathe I really wanna know my dad I'm just scared that I'll never meet up to his expectations sometimes I'm not exactly proud of who I am I guess it's just teenage anxiety I don't know I just want him to like me

As I walked around the campus in my own world I had no idea who was behind me"Has anybody ever told you how beautiful you are "Hudson said kissing my neck

I turned around and looked at him "there was this good looking guy who said I was beautiful I can't remember what happened to him and what we did that night "I said smiling at him

"Well it was a good thing I wasn't around because I Would of knocked him out because nobody messes with my girl "he said pulling me into a kiss

"Well it was a good thing I wasn't around because I Would of knocked him out because nobody messes with my girl "he said pulling me into a kiss

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" how was your day please tell me you actually went to classes "I asked him

"Of course I went to classes but you weren't there what is going on "he said pulling me into a hug

I looked at him quite anxious to tell him he is so protective it's one of the reasons I love him "my biological father came to town with his family Let's just say it didn't go down well when my mum found out she went to speak with him and She pretty much told him that it was my decision if I wanted a relationship with him which I do mums gone to see him tell him I wanna know him but I'm not ready to meet his family I'm scared that I'm not gonna meet his expectations but if he doesn't like who I am "

He looked at me in shock "are you crazy you are beautiful and strong and passionate you are everything someone could want in a daughter you fight for what's right you Stand up for the little people who are too afraid to fight back the school respects you because you know deep down that you fight for everyone here you changed the way for people here we are supernatural but some of us are different and that makes us feel weird and freaks but you showed us that we are not freaks we are special and that makes an impact on everybody at the school that's one of the reasons I love you so don't ever think that you are not good enough "

He looked at me in shock "are you crazy you are beautiful and strong and passionate you are everything someone could want in a daughter you fight for what's right you Stand up for the little people who are too afraid to fight back the school respe...

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I smiled at him "thank you I guess I just self-doubt came into my head again I guess I just need to remember that I didn't need him then and that he needs to earn me "

"Exactly you are incredible you don't have to change to meet his expectations his expectations need to change to meet you because you are far better than anyone could believe some of the things that you have done for people are incredible you are amazing and the worst part is you don't even see it so stop pushing yourself and pulling at yourself you're perfect and I get to say that because you're my girlfriend and you're only gonna get better and better because that's who you are you always wanna do more for people you're amazing so own it "

I smiled at him I'm so happy that he is my boyfriend he makes me feel incredible "I love you now and forever "

I smiled at him I'm so happy that he is my boyfriend he makes me feel incredible "I love you now and forever "

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He smiled at me "I love you more "

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