Nerd || Jung Jaehyun

11

I finished my classes early and decided to lay on the grass looking at the sky. The sun was about to set.

I was in our usual spot. I always went there whether Charlotte was with me or not.

I had both my hands under my head and closed my eyes enjoying the spring breeze.

I felt a shade covering my face so I opened my eyes. Charlotte's eyes were met with mine. Her hands were placed a few inches away from my eyes blocking the sun away.

I got startled so I sat up almost immediately. She sat down properly because she was crouching down.

"I'm sorry to startle you. I just didn't want you to get sun burned." She said innocently. Gosh she looked adorable.

"No no it's fine it's just that I didn't expect you to be here early. I thought you still had a few classes left." I told her.

"I decided to ditch the last class." She said as she crossed her legs making herself comfortable.

"Why? You should pay attention-" She cut me off by saying "I don't feel like attending the last class. I'm tired of studying. It's not like it's the first time. Don't worry I don't do it frequently."

I sighed and didn't say a word. "You know that this will effect your grades."

She suddenly became angry at me "I know I get it. I'm tired of people telling me what to do. I'm tired of people believing in me because it pressures me."

I was shocked so I didn't say anything so I won't make things worse. I just let her say whatever was bothering her.

She stood up and started blurting out words that I knew exactly what she meant by saying them but other words she said was just nonsense but I just stayed quiet so she could get off whatever was pushing down on her chest.

I just stayed seated on the grass and looked up at her as she kept throwing her hands in the air and ran her fingers through her hair in frustration.

It was the first time I have ever seen her stressed out or angry. I knew it wasn't the right time to think of this thought but I just couldn't help it, I thought she looked hot when she got mad.

After she finished yelling words I didn't really understand she sat down and breathed heavily trying to catch her breath.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" She asked angrily. I stuttered "I-I d-didn't want to in-interrupt you."

She groaned loudly and stood up. "You don't understand me and I don't think you'll ever understand me." She didn't even give me a chance to explain myself.

She grabbed her things and hurried until she disappeared out of my sight.

I wanted to comfort her but I just didn't know how.