plushies | norenmin

nineteen

a/n: I'M SORRY i'm sorry for updating so much, my parents have people and i have social anxiety so this is a way for me to distract myself <3

the four boys left the school grounds with an uncomfortable silence washing over them now that the chaos died down. chenle and renjun kept their mouths shut and kept their eyes on the ground, afraid that something they'd say would anger the already annoyed boys.

after a couple of minutes of walking chenle's phone went off, informing him he got a text. he pulled out his phone to check and smiled apologetically at his best friend. 'jisung asked me for help with his homework, i've got to go. sorry injun, i'll see you guys tomorrow.' renjun simply nodded as the taller gave him a quick hug before running in the opposite direction to his boyfriend's house.

once again it was silent and it was killing all of them. renjun walked slightly slower than the other two and both noticed this. they looked at each other and both stopped at the same time, making the distracted renjun bump into them. he looked up with wide eyes and stepped back immediately. 's-sorry i didn't mean to.' jeno sighed and took his boyfriend and crush's hands in his before guiding them to a nearby bench. the bench only had room for two so as jaemin sat down, he instantly pulled renjun on to his lap. jeno never let go of either of their hands.

'jun, are you still scared?' jeno asked the older in a soft voice, as if he was a fragile work of art that would shatter any moment. renjun stayed quiet as he thought about how to answer. he began to overthink things and jeno sighed as he started to caress renjun's hand gently.

'jun, you don't have to be scared of us, you know that right? we lov- we love you.' renjun felt his heart crack slightly as he knew the two boys would never love him in the way he wanted them to. tears began to flood his eyes and he blinked them away quickly before looking at the two concerned boys.

'i know, it's okay. i'm not scared of you.' renjun forced a smile and the couple nodded. they stayed seated like that for a few minutes with renjun on jaemin's lap and jeno comfortingly playing with renjun's hand. renjun thought about what had happened and remember something.

'jaemin, what did san say to you?' renjun looked at the blue haired boy who had already been staring at the older. his cheeks flushed when he had been caught but he quickly cleared his throat. 'hmm? what do you mean?'

'san mentioned that he said things to you and when lele asked you said you'd tell him later.' jaemin avoided renjun eyes once he realized what he was talking about. jeno noticed this and his eyebrows furrowed, a frown making it's way on to his face.

'ah, don't worry about it junie. in fact it's getting late, we should get you home.' renjun couldn't argue as the sun was setting and he knew his mother would be worried. he sighed and nodded, hopping off the younger's lap. the couple walked him home and both hugged him before he said goodbye and headed into his own home.

jeno intertwined his hand with jaemin's as they made their way to jeno's house. he looked at his boyfriend who seemed to be deep in thought. 'what's on your mind, love?'

jaemin looked at the brunette with slightly wet eyes and jeno stopped, concern filling his eyes. once their eyes met, the tears started falling and jaemin threw his arms around his boyfriend's neck, his tears soaking the older's shirt. jeno allowed him to let it out as he picked him up. jaemin automatically wrapped his legs around jeno's waist and jeno carried him the rest of the short distance to his home.

once they had gotten inside jeno placed them both on the couch and jaemin refused to remove himself from his boyfriend. jeno gently ran his hand through the blue head of hair in an attempt to calm him down.

'nana, what happened baby?'

jaemin sniffed and tried to calming himself down, sitting up slightly so he could see his boyfriend's face. he took a deep breath before telling him everything.

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jaemin glanced at the clock, smiling to himself when he realized there was just five minutes left of detention before he could see his two favorite people. once the bell rang after what felt like forever, he quickly packed away his stuff and rushed out of the door. he was stopped when he ran into someone's chest and was about to apologize but was interrupted by them.

'jaemin, you're in a rush. are you on your way to see your boyfriend? or your boy toy?' jaemin met the eyes of the voice and groaned when he realized it was choi san, the jerk of his year.

'go annoy someone else san, i'm not in the mood for your shit.' jaemin rolled his eyes and tried to push past him, only to be shoved back.

'what, are you mad that i called him a boy toy? i have to say, i don't blame you. he's a pretty little thing, isn't he? tell me, how far have you gone with him? because if you're not planning to do much then i'll happily take over for you.' san winked and jaemin dropped his bag as anger filled him. 

'never speak about him like that again.' jaemin growled lowly, his eyes never leaving san. san just laughed and looked the younger up and down.

'oh come on jaemin. just admit it, is huang renjun a little slu-' jaemin shoved san against the wall, making the older's grin disappear. 'keep his name out of your mouth, you sick bastard.' jaemin spat at san before he was pushed off of him.

'don't be selfish, jaemin. pick jeno or renjun, you can't have both. of course you'd cheat like the little whore you are.' 

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jeno's mind was clouded with anger but he ignored it for now. his main focus was on his crying boyfriend in his arms.

'jeno he said he'd do things to renjun if i didn't, he said i'm a cheater, he said-' jaemin let out a choked sob and jeno's heart broke for the boy. 'nana, it's okay. listen to me sweetheart, you know that neither of us would ever let anybody hurt jun, right? and you're not a cheater, i promise you that you aren't. i love you so much, believe me okay?' jeno's hands made their way to the crying boy's face and he wiped his tears before kissing his head lightly. jaemin nodded and pressed himself closer to jeno's chest, closing his eyes. he just wanted the day to be over.

jeno moved into a more comfortable position and put a blanket over both of them. he played with jaemin's hair gently, lulling the younger to sleep. once the boy's shaky breaths turned to steady, deep breaths, he smiled and closed his own eyes, letting his mind enter dream land.

a/n: petnames like pup, bub, love etc make me extra extra soft like do not call me them because 1. i will become a panicked gay 2. i will fall in love with you