Part 4

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Everything comes at will and leaves without a greeting

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Everything comes at will and leaves without a greeting

I don't want to love anything like that

~~ IU ( feat. SUGA ) -- eight





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Weeks have passed without me having the opportunity to finally tell him. Maybe it was just because, I was trying with all my might to run away from it. But how long could you run away from the truth ? I will tell you, not forever. At some point it will make itself felt again and overwhelm you.


You can't ignore things forever, not when it comes to you, not when it comes to your family. Nonetheless, I couldn't bring myself to tell Jungkook about my illness, not when he has so much to do, not when he is so happy.


As expected, the song by Kookie and IU was a hit, the two won an infinite number of awards and their song is currently playing everywhere. And of course he is overjoyed and so I am, because it is enough for me to see him smile.


It was no wonder that the song blew all charts after it was dropped. I mean, lots of fans have been waiting for it and I have to admit the voices of the two harmonized perfectly. Sincerely, "eight " is such a nice, calming song and perfect for listening on long car drives. I love the song, like all of his other songs.


But of course the collaboration brought with it both positive and negative aspects. As expected, there were lots of rumors about the two of them on the internet, such as that they are officially together now or pictures of them hugging.


Despite that they knew he was married, it didn't stop them from spreading such rumors. As if it were forbidden that a woman and a man sing a song together and are only friends. As if that were something impossible.


Annoyed and holding my phone tightly in my hands, I just read an another statement from the internet with the title " Couple of the month - IU and Jungook " .


My gaze falls on the picture of the two that adorned the page. And again, without even knowing it, I compare myself to her.


She was pretty, thin, famous and just perfect for him.


While I was just, ... Me.

Well, I can't even give him a heart that beats well for him.


The longer I look at the picture in front of me, the more it pissed me off to see that the two in the picture matched so well and that he looks so happy with her. My heart ached with the knowledge that someday someone else will take my place. And I know that IU will be perfect for him.


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