Hurting Me Softly | JIKOOK (Editing)

Chapter-36

       Jimin's pov.

              " I am... I am sorry.."

                        My heart clenched at him words, I never expected an apology from him. What was he sorry for?

For breaking my heart?

For shaking my trust in relationships?

For making me cry?

For lying to me?

Or for hurting me?

                I didn't know what was he sorry for. And honestly speaking I didn't want to know. Because the real question was that ' am I willing to forgive him?'.

               People say, forgive and forget but after going through all of this, it was hard for me to do both. And we all know how an apology works, ' a bandaid on broken mirror'.

            " Jungkook... Take rest okay? We'll talk about it later," I said, choking on my tears as I didn't turn around, but my shaky voice was screaming my miserable condition.

          " Promise me, won't leave," he said in a hoarse voice, gripping my hand more firmly.

           He still got the courage to stop me from leaving. What is he really? Didn't he want Taehyung now? Why want me to stay?

             "I won't, but.. " I said, trying my best to free my hand from his hold, but couldn't. " only until you are fine and healthy again,"

             " I want to make you stay forever," he mumbled, turning me around, basically pulling me on himself as I stumbled on my feet.

            " What do you mean by that?" I muttered, half of me laying on top him as he stared at me his piercing big doe eyes.

            " I mean what I said," he mumbled in a husky voice, sending shiver in my body. I put my hand on his chest to create some distance but no use as he put his arms around my back, pushing me more closer. " Please don't leave... " He mumbled, his heavy breathing brushed my lips, making me gulp harder.

           " What do you think? Am I stupid? " I whispered, my voice monotone as I was trying my best not to get affected by him. " You broke me and now you expect me to stay?" I asked, not caring that his condition was still unstable. He closed his eyes, loosened his hold, which was kinda disappointing for me.

           " I am sorry.. didn't want to stress you out but... I am also going through a hard time. I hope you understand," I said, standing on my feet again, clearing my throat. He nodded.

         There was a few minutes of silence between us, when suddenly the room door opened, revealing Hobi hyung and Tae.

         I was expecting Taehyung to be hear but Hobi hyung's presence took me off guard as to what he was doing here? Were they still together?

   
         " Oh," Hobi hyung muttered, they both clearly surprised as they weren't expecting me hear. " You're hear," he then hugged me.

         " Yeah, Mr. Jeon made me stay." I half lied as I hugged him back. " I'll be going now," I said as I desperately wanted to leave this awkward situation.

         " You stay, Jimin." Taehyung muttered, his voice low as he looked at me with pleading eyes, " I'll leave,"

All of them were surprising me today.