the moment

time

A weird feeling.
want to do everything at the same time,
achieve goals,
But with many impediments,
own, that's the worst.
I convince myself that there is no such problem,
I hurt myself thinking about wasting time.
There is no cause to waste time if I am okay.
I come back to reality, I'm not okay. I keep trying to convince myself that I am.
I feel anger and sadness.
It is unfair.