Forbidden Lights (LUMIERE BOOK 2)

Greetings Everybody!!

THANK YOU, THANK YOU THANK YOU

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So my lovely people, This is Lou talking and for the second time, is here to make amends and call out all the names who have helped me out on this journey.

I wanted to first tell you what I hope you have already cached, which is the meaning behind this story.

Lights Off was about having the courage to let love take over, about turning something that lived in complete darkness out of its cage and let it under the light to shine.

Grace and Harry have been through so much, people have always tried to divided them, try to break them but one way or another, one of them came back to where they felt home. We always do this in the end, we came back to what we need and love.

I wanted to show you how something broken as Grace was, can get healed and work even better than before. I know sometimes things are shattered in too many pieces to get them back together and make them work, but like Harry did, you can built it back up with a bit of perseverance and a lot of love.

Lights off was about Harry constantly running after Grace, trying to keep her with me, showing her things that were forbidden to a broken girl as she was. He was always treating her good, controlling himself, always worrying about her like she could bent and fall any moment. Grace was so fragile when she started this story, I felt like I’ve been taking her hand the whole drive and that’s maybe what gave her a bit of strength, but what really helped her out, was having all of you giving her kind words, getting angry with everyone as you all  were the mother she never had in her life.

In Lumiere the one breaking and bending was Harry. he let love destroy is mind and do things a man should never do to a woman, like hitting her. that’s why I made it end like this, because it was right for him to pay. And because too much love, or too much of anything actually, can kill the good intentions behind your actions.

Grace grew stronger instead, to the point where she would not get down again and let anyone take her back to her knees where she spent her whole life on, hiding and pretending. She learned the most that the beautiful, interesting character you could ever get the chance to play, is yourself. No one can do it better than you could ever do, and recklessly about what other will say or do, if you act like you truly feel, it will always be right and you will not regret it.

What Harry and Grace have been through is kind of unbelievable, it’s my fault I know, but I just wanted to give you a scenario of what could happen in life. I wanted to show you that every kind of difficulties could be overcome by hard work, courage and love.

It’s like a parody of real life, Harry and Grace’s one, but at least when you feel a bit down, I hope you recall that time Grace stepped on a ring and kicked Nathaniel’s ass in front of Scott, regardless what could have happened or other would have thought about her. She was just a girl no one expected her to be anything beside weak and in need of help. She instead fought like there was anything else important, she fought for her life, her love and her friends, but mostly, she did it for herself, not against herself like she did in Lights Off.

I’m sorry it didn’t end up the way you wanted it, I’m sorry if I’ve bored you to death sometimes and I’m still trying to understand how it came for me to still have you all with me. I remember all the doubts I had when I started writing lights off, I was constantly checking on Google Translator for improving my skill languages. And when I wrote the second book, I barely opened the dictionary.

Which may mean I kind of get a bit better at writing. Maybe. But what difference Lights Off from Lumiere, is that I knew I had to write it for me and not for others first. If I wasn’t sure about what I was writing, then none of you would have liked it. so I never thought to quit it.