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hayley: bold
harry: normal

a/n: ty so so so much for 14k reads!! sorry i haven't been posting recently i've been struggling w some stuff but i'm slowly trying  to get through it and will hopefully be writing more soon.

tw: eating disorders / body dysmorphia / lack of self confidence

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hey h

why are you up so late hay

it's silent
peaceful lol

are you okay? you seem off

what do you do when you don't feel good
like really not good

if i could give you one answer that would fix everything i would but you have to be more specific love
not good with what

me
you seem so confident
how?
i think i've always been like this,
my mum played a big part
why hay? whats up
you can talk to me

i  just hate the body that i'm in
and i know that sounds so so stupid  because no one really loves their own body fully right?
well maybe they do but everyone has insecurities that they would change in a heartbeat if they could
but i really really hate myself
and it's not just my appearance its all of me
and i don't even have a valid reason why
which is so so stupid
this is stupid i'm being over dramatic i'm sorry i'm fine lol

no
don't do that
don't keep things to yourself because you feel like your a burden to me or anyone
and it's ok to not be ok
it really is
and talking to someone is and will always be the first step to recovering
i know it's really not my place but i need to know
are you eating enough , and do you need me to come to you and give you a big ol' hug
i'll drive hours if i have to

i cant eat without throwing up
it hurts harry
it really really hurts

i'm on my way
where do you live what's your address

stop it your being silly
please don't i can't have you seeing me like this
we can't meet for the first time just because i'm sensitive
please

i'm sorry hay but your not being sensitive
and i can't just leave you and go to bed without worrying
i care for you a lot
now share you location with me

*hayley has added her location into the chat*

i'm 2 and a half hours away
take care and i'll be there soon ok?

alright h
thank you